Everything Falls Into Place

chapter 15

I open the rusted door and pulled my body onto the black leather seat.
I rested my head onto the window as Alexander started the truck.
"Please dont be mad" he sighed as the truck began to move.
He looked over at me then back to the road.
I heard him take a big sigh, but said no words.
The road was silent as well as us...the voices in my head on the other hand were extremely loud..to loud..
Why did I put myself in this position? Why? I promised not to fall in love..but I feel love for him..wait no! I don't! How could I love a jerk? How could I love a guy like him it's impossible! All he cares about is sex! He just wants a girl to bang!
"Don't cry please.." Alexander demanded softly.
I didn't even realize I was crying until I finally felt a tear slide onto my lip.
I continued to look out the window.
It wasnt long before we finally pulled back up to his house.
I got out and stood there.
He came around and looked at me not saying anything just looking.
"Well I'll um see you tomorrow I guess" Alexander looked down rubbing his messy hair.
I nodded then turned towards my house.
I whipped away all fallen tears then began to walk.
Once I made it to the porch I took a deep breath then opened the door.
My mom came running towards me.
"Where have you been ive been looking everywhere for you! Dont do that you scared me!!! I was about to call the cops don't just leave like that!"
"Mom I'm okay"
"No where wore you!?" She snapped.
"With Alexander.."
"You can't just trust strangers like him!"
"Mom I'm fine" I attempted to walk away, but she grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
"Mom!" I yelled jerking my fragile arm back then ran up the stairs.
"Ariva!" My grandmother yelled.
I ran to my room and locked the door..
The sun started to fall ad the day began to end..I lifted my window and climbed back onto the roof as normal..I heard the humming again...my heart began to pace as the melody kept it's pace.
It was cowboy music..no not country, cowboy.
I hate country, but this..this is beautiful..
I kept my mouth shut and my body motions quite so Alexander wouldn't know I was out side.
The voice stopped and I heard him start talking..to nobody.
"I don't understand it" Alexander yelled to tye Skye.
I could see his black figure shake his hands to the sky.
"Dad .." he said chockingly.
"I know you can hear me just tell me what I need to do!" He paused.
"I think I kinda like this girl, but she has nothing to do with me.."
The silence grew over..

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