Cigarettes; Lip Gallagher

"It hurt"

It hurt. Everything just hurt. I laid lifeless on the cold ground. I don't really get why I felt so cold seeing as it was June

I know the ambulances and the police were gonna be coming soon but I didn't really care.

What if I died? How would my dad feel? Guilty? Maybe he'd miss me and wish he would've cared for me more. How would Karen feel? Would she miss me? What about Lip? How would he be doing months after.

"Are you okay?" Some lady kept screaming. She was annoying.

I hear the ambulance come close and my eyes close. I know I could die and I'm okay for me but the people around me. But do I want to fight this battle...

Being in a coma for 4 months gives you a lot of time to think. I've learned a few things.

-Car crashes fucking hurt.
-I'm in love with Lip Gallagher
-And I probably have to shave my legs.

Lips Pov
*the night of the accident*

"Lip" Fiona says with sadness in her eyes

"Yea," I ask her pains in my stomach growing.

"It's Lauren. She got in an accident. She was hit by a car." I grab my boots not saying a word and start running.

The hospital was about 4 miles and I wasn't gonna stop running till I got there.

I get my phone out and call Karen.

"Are you there," I yell.

"Where? Am I where" She asks.

"The fucking hospital. Lauren was in a fucking car accident." I know I'm screaming but I really didn't care.

The line goes dead and I know she was heading to the hospital. They may not have been on good terms but they were best friends. I pick up my speed hoping I get there as fast as I could.

As I approach the doors of the emergency room I push through the both of them, tears streaming down my face.

"Sir, are you okay?" A nurse comes up to me trying to assist me.

"I'm fine. Don't fucking touch me. Where is Lauren Waldron?" I say looking around for someone of familiarity.

"Surgery. They're doing their best for her. Who is she to you?" She asks.

"Love of my life."

*Current day"

She makes me feel insane. Sitting at a hospital bed, starring at my lifeless girlfriend, crying. It turned me into some lunatic. Her dad doesn't even come. She just sits here with me. Sometimes Karen and Shelia and every once and a while my family comes or some random strange comes in claiming to have known her forever. Asher comes a lot, he's nice.

She looks perfect. Just sleeping. I'm sit in the room holding her hand, praying for her to wake up.

"I love you Lauren." I whisper. She squeezes my hand. I hop up from my seat and run to the nurses station.

"Yes Lip," The nurse who I've began to talk to a lot asked me.

"S-s-she's awake." I cry. She nods and I run back to the room.

Lauren's Pov
The white room had the ugliest yellow boarder.

Lip ran into the room and hopped onto the bed, pressing his lips passionately to mine.