"Don't be so quick to point out the flaws in other people's lives when you are not willing to look at the flaws in your own"
~Sebastiano Serafini
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"Hindi mo naman alam kung ano nararamdaman ko.. Do you know how it feels to lose the most important person in your life? the person you cherish more than your own life, the person you can't live without, the person who keeps you going... the person you love more than anything do you know how it feel to lose that person....
..na wala ka man lang nagawa?"
"Hindi, hindi ko alam"
"Kasi wala ka namang alam..you don't know how much I suffered without her in my life. You don't know anything about me and my life. Kaya manahimik ka na lang"
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"Ikaw alam mo ba yung pakiramdam na manglimos sa mga taong wala namang pakialam sa paligid nila? Yung pakiramdam na natutulog ka na kumakalam yung sikmura mo sa kalsada o sa ilalim ng tulay? Yung pakiramdam na iniwan ka ng mga nagluwal sayo sa napakalupit ng mundong ito? Yung pakiramdam na wala kang kakampi kundi ang sarili mo lang? Yung pakiramdam na kailangan mong magmakaawa para mabuhay lang?"
"A—anon.."
"Yung pakiramdam na sana namatay ka na lang *smile*. Wala ka ding namang alamsa nararamdaman ko. Hindi mo rin naman ako maiintindihan dahil ikaw yung klase ng tao na mahal ng nasa paligid nya. Ikaw yung klase ng tao na may masasandalan at hindi iniiwan. Ikaw yung klase ng tao na pinagpapasalamat na nabuhay ka. Ako?... ni hindi ko nga alam kung may gustong buhay pa ko. Hindi ko din alam kung bakit binuhay pa nila ako kung gantong buhay din bibigay nila sakin at hindi ko din alam kung bakit buhay pa ko"
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~cai
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Nueve
RomanceNueve is a hired killer. She kill for money. Her life revolves around money. She will do anything to have money. Having that kind of job is pretty unusual for a 17 years old girl. But it is something she has to do, to survive in this cruel world. E...
