September 17, 2013
"papa?"
"Is this important, if not I really don't care!"
"No, um, kinda, where is mama?"
"Em, your mother is fine, she just texted me less than 10 minuets ago, now go do something with your life before you end up like you stupid brother!"
"Papa, Bobby died last summer."
"Oh, ya, forgot, oh well he was useless anyway!"
"PAPA!"
"EMILY, GO TO YOUR ROOM RIGHT NOW, I'M CALLING YOUR MOTHER SHE WILL BE HOME SOON!"
Two hours went by and my mother still was not home, I wanted to go down stairs and ask my father where my mother was but I was scared, she was never late, never. My father started yelling
"WHAT DO MEAN SHE TRIED TO KILL HERSELF! NO SHE WOULD NEVER, SHE WAS HAPPY!"
My father started crying, he never cried he was strong.
"EMILY, EMILY HURRY, THEY MIGHT BE ABLE TO SAVE HER!"
"PAPA! LETS GO!"
we rushed to the hospital, my mother was in terrible condition, she was cut up everywhere! It hurt like HELL to see her like that! My mother was normally so strong! She was happy!
" MAMA!"
The doctor came up to me and set her hand on my shoulder.
"Shes gone Hun."
"MAMA, NO PLEASE MOM, NO DON'T GO! MAMA, NO DON'T LEAVE ME DON'T GO!"
Two male doctors came up to me and tried to remove me from my mother but i would not go. Eventually they picked me up and carried me out of the room.
"Its alright she is in a good place, she is watching down on you. Everything is going to be okay?"
My father walked into the room and started yelling at the doctors asking why they didn't save her life.
"YOU COULD HAVE SAVED HER THEY SAID YOU COULD SAVE HER WHY DIDN'T YOU SAVE HER!"
"Patrick! There was nothing we could do, she was ready!"
"What do u mean she was ready?"
"She told us she was ready, were going to save her, she said she was ready. She didn't want to be saved!"
"But she was happy. I thought she was happy!"
September 17, 2016
Its been three years mama, I miss you so much!
Through the last few years I have found a way to take away the pain. Papa knows about it and he doesn't care. The kids at school think i'm happy, where on the inside i'm gone, the litter girl happy and innocent is gone. there are some days in the summer when kids always come up to me and try and take off my sweatshirt, some of them know that I am not happy, some of them don't care, and some of them just believe that i'm okay. But mama let me tell you, Its Amazing what long selves and a fake smile can hide! I love you Mama.
By: Emma Elaine
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Sleves
Non-FictionEmily is a small town girl who lives with her father who is an abusive parent after her mother died from suicide two years back. Emily doesn't know where she belongs anymore. She is alone, scared,hopeless.
