Warning my mind is like a tunnel the deeper you go the darker it gets...
suicide is the only thing,
you can control in your life
and that's why it's considered a sin.
because you're beating god,
at his own game.
- I laugh-
my parents' think i'm fine
my friends' think i'm fine
my doctor thinks i'm fine
but i'm not.
i'm not fine at all.
and i dont know how much longer i can pretend.
.... sigh they check your wrists but not your thighs....
I was getting better, but then I remembered what I was trying to get away from,
I remembered everything that tears me apart, and now I'm back at the start...
Goodnight lovely followers go and check out my last book i'm still writing and comment how you think the next chapter should be
