Is This Meant To Be?

Chapter Five

Jamie's POV

I missed her so much when I left. I was texting her every second I could, I slept with her sweat shirt every night. But then the schoolwork really came in and I began texting her less.

Then I was going to parties in my spare time, girls would approach me all the time. I never led them on or anything, but some tried it on. I always rejected them until one night.

One night, I was the one approaching a girl. I had been looking at her all night and then I went and said "hey". She had said it back and we got talking.

That night we kissed and then exchanged numbers. We would text constantly, though of course I was texting Katie constantly too.

We met up one night and one thing led to another.

In the morning I had gotten a text from Katie saying she was pregnant.

"Shit!" I had shouted. I love her and all but we're young, kids ourselves. We can't be parents, but knowing Katie she won't get rid of it.

"What?" Hannah had asked, waking up from her slumber.

"Oh, um, we forgot a condom," I said pointing to the floor where a sealed packet was laying.

"Fuck," she said. She then grabbed her stuff and went.

So now I have one girl pregnant, and may have gotten another one up the duff too.

I called the reception from my dorm room that morning and said I wasn't feeling too good. I then thought about everything.

Sure I'm happy I'm going to be a daddy, I've always wanted kids, but not now. My mother got pregnant at my age and she never had a life. It'll be different for me because I'm the dad so I can still drink during the pregnancy or even walk off, whereas if Katie keeps it she can't. She wouldn't.

And then with Hannah. I had even had the condom in my hand. Why didn't I put it on? Oh wait, I remember.

"Hurry up! I can't wait!"

"Oh um, yeah sure," and away the condom went.

Oh fuck! It was Hannah's first time. She must seriously hate me. And it's too early too find out if she is pregnant yet because it was only last night!

After all the worrying I simply fell asleep. If I'm asleep I can't worry.