By the time I was five my mom had already put me in 3 different schools. Honestly I don't remember any names of the schools, except for one. And I loved that one school. It was called Arnold Mareles Elementary school.
I went to that school for 5 years. Once I went to 4th grade I transferred to a different school because I was officially a child of the state of Illinois. Oh, wait I need to explain why I was a child of the state.
So my mother met this guy named Josè Gonzałèś. He was always giving me money, and I didn't keep that money. My mom did. Most of the time she took the money for her self. My mom was in love with beer and cigarettes. YUP the worst things for a little girl such as myself.
We were a low class family. But we somehow managed to pay rent. My mom did not have a job, she wasn't trying to earn money. I don't know how she managed to always have money in her pockets.
But one day, José G. Was in out house. My mom asked him to watch me because she was going to the grocery store to buy my some food.
José decided that since my mom was gone it was his opportunity to try to get to know me a lot better. Yup. I was sitting in my couch watching Clifford The Big Red Dog! (MY FAVORITE SHOW AS A KID) Then he called me into the other room.
I walked into my mothers bedroom where he was, and not only was he in MY mothers bed but he was naked. Again, I was 5 so I didn't know what to do. So I stood there like wtf...what is that thing? I asked innocently pointing to his penis.
He laughed and said "this old thing? Ha well chica this is the thing that I make babies with." I didn't know what he meant so I asked him to show me how. So he then pulled down my pants and placed his penis inside me. It hurt. I was crying, I didn't know what to do.
He told me not to tell my mommy. I was really close with my mom and it really bugged me to not be able to tell her the truth.
He was always around since then. It was like he knew I was planning on telling my mom. He wouldn't leave her side. But thank the good god that he had diabetes because his blood pressure was low and he fainted. So BOOM, there was my chance to tell my mom. It was my golden opportunity.
At first I didn't want to tell her. But I knew that if I didn't say anything now I would never get this chance again.
So I said "hey mommy, can I talk to you?"
She looked at me
"Sure Elizabeth what ever you wanna say I will always be on your side"
HA SUCH BS!!!!
So I told her everything.
The only thing she could say that whole time was:
"I don't think Jose would ever touch you."
"Well mommy you must have thought wrong. This man stuck the thing he used the bathroom with in me."
HEY guys it is currently 4:45 Am here in Illinois and I have been up since 11:00 AM the following morning so I have been up for 17 hours and I am exhausted. So I will try to update soon. And yes to you few that are reading this, yes this is a true story. It's the story of who I became today. ~Izzy
