HATE‿(after Betrayal)

one (english)

No one know that I'm not die yet

I still alive
No one know

But I lost my memory

I don't remember anything

Only one things I do
Is......

Talking alone

I'm alone but why???

I don't know

Now I'm at hospital
Alone...

Only can see everyone is sick
And them was very happy

Because then has a family

My family was busy
Everyday

I'm only their daughter
Them never has time with me

Morning.....
Them leave me at house
Alone

Today is my birthday

But I'm only at hospital

I look at, my body and hands
I saw many cotton

I open it
I saw many hurts

It's look so deep

I touch it

Ouch it sick

I close it back

I saw a window

I go to there

Woah it's so fresh

And I remember something
I saw a girls are standing at the window and I think it's fresh

I look she is alone

But she hide it

She just smile

Continue at my stories....

I saw many cars on there

Woah the cars is beautiful

But I saw a school on there
it's take my attention

On the night....

Doctor say I can back now

I call my mom

I want my mom take me

But she say she is busy

So I ask the doctor if I can stay for a night

The doctor just welcome me

Then the doctor go away

I'm trying to sleep
But..... It's hard

Because I'm hungry

It was 1:00 A. M

No nurse or doctor in there

So I just trust my self to the cafeteria

On my way......

I step my foot in the café

No one in there......

I start to scared......

I almost crying....

I almost shouting.....

It was too dark
I saw a knife on there

I start drinking my coffee

I still can look the knife beside me
It's dark
I want to cry
I want to shout

Suddenly I remember something...

I saw a girl
On the dark
She is crying
She saw a knife beside her
She take it
She hurt herself
While crying
I can saw her tears

And from I can't see it
Because it was so dark

After drinking that coffee
I return to my room

And I saw many people are sleeping

I really can't sleep
I look at the window

Why must I saw that school

It's make me wanted to know about the school more

I sit on the window

It was midnight

But I saw a student from that school was bleeding and going to rooftop

I just can see through the window

I saw she crying
I saw she is bleeding

She hold a knife
It make me shocked

I busy look that girl
Then she look me

I run to my bed and start sleeping

I hide my self in the blanket

Tomorrow.....

My mom take me from the hospital
Before I go.....

My eyes keep looking on a girl
She sit on the door while hugging her leg

I think she is alone

And I arrived at home
It's too big
I saw a television

It's too big

The maid take me to my room

I look my room

Woah my room was big for me
And my room colour is grey

It's my favourite colour

The maid left me

I lock the door

And I laying on my bed
It so soft

I take my pillow
It's soft too

But I saw a fon on the table it's next to my bed

I saw the fon

It was full of blood

I charge the fon
And turn it on

I saw a selfie on the fon

I saw my selfie
With full of blood
And my uniform was full of blood

On that picture I smile
And give a peace

I saw the teacher is shouting to me
The teacher point at me

I just smile as wider as I can

But I saw something weird on the picture

Why I saw the guard school is smiled?????

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To Be Continue

Note

Sorry if it's not best but I will try my best

It's to hard

That's only my note

Byeeeeee

-minjoon-