Dear Christopher,
Uh hi. I don't know if you'll ever read this but hey. I hope you don't read this before I--
I'm getting too far..
Look, love, it's not your fault. It never was. I just can't live anymore. I've tried to hard...
I
Can't
Anymore
I just need the strength to do it. Maybe I'll jump off something. People say that you're so in shock, you can't feel anything when you hit the ground. And I think that's a pretty way to die. I'll wear my favourite dress, my hair will be down. I'll look like a queen. Yeah that's a good way to die.
I'm sorry honey, for everything. I know you'll miss me terribly. I know you'll hate me...but this world was not meant for me. I'm just a waste of space here. You don't need me. I'm sure you'll find a nice girl with no problems as soon as I leave. Oh Christopher, I've never loved someone more than you. But I guess all good things have an end right? I hope you can forgive me. Oh love I do hope you forgive me. Goodbye Christoper. This is not exactly the end but it's close.
Very close.
Yours,
Addie
