So at first, i joined a school sports competiotion between 2 other schools from other location. So i joined volleyball, there i met new friends and they were kind and funny, but kinda strict when it come to volleyball. After 1 month the competition started, there I met him. He was joining a different sports not exactly volleyball. And so that time i had a crush on him, my other friends know him bc they were on the same sports and yeah. After maybe a month ago. We became best friends but we dont see much that often bc we dont have the same classroom. And so i started talking to him until we became bes. Since were close that time we told some secrets to each other WHICH i cant really personaly say it. And yah at that time i wanted to say the truth that i have a crush on him, but since we were saying some secrets he told me that he had someone else i forced him to say it and he did... I was very sad but also happy for him that he found the one he has been waiting for. Then he told me about his "someone else"
And the others kept saying she was mean. If she found out that me and him were bestfriends she would kill me. Idk why then his "someone else" took the phone from him and she saw our chat and she showed it to her classmates and i was so embarassed.... And then in the chat she chatted me, she was acting very nice. And she said she would not PULL MY HAIR, SLAP ME IN THE FACE. And i really confirmed it to him and he said he was just joking n it shocked me bc i thought it was real. And so after that, a year ago. I FINALLY ADMITTED IT TO HIM and he was shock but he did not ignore me. Until now we are still talking like normal. Evryday when i see him. My friends be like "uuuuuyyy" and i would be shy i cant even stand infront of him or look at him in the eyes but in chat im the talkative one😂 and so i was still sad bc THAT guy that i have a crush on rn can NEVER be mine😔
PS. I DID ADMITTED IT TO HIM BUT I TOLD HIM IT WAS BEFORE AND HE THINKS THAT IT WAS REALLY BEFORE. But what he does not know is that i still Have a crush on him now.
sometimes in the chat he talkes alot about her. Which makes me sad. One time he said something to me in the chat (cant say) and i was really happy to see it and then i act naturally typing "?" He said "owh sorry it was for 'her' " (cant tell the name)
FOR THE FILIPINOS: Pinapaasa ko lang sarili ko sa wala. Yung lalaki pa talaga na hinding hindi pwede maging akin 😔
TO MY BES: Bes comfort nyo ko bukas saket ng lyf ko😂😔😭 POOOOOSHA NAMAN KASI EH bakit ang gwapo gwapo nya AT bakit kailangan ko pa sya ma meet sa buhay ko!😭💯 I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM (tapos yun pla kinabukasan: I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM) 😂😂😂😂
AYAW KO NA SYA MAKITA (pero hinahanap hanap ko naman)😂
