Chapter 8 - Tears

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I wrote Max a letter but never posted it, I'm to shy to try and win my dream boy back. Emma and Max are too much in love I shall never have a chance, my popularity has gone done I feel more awkward with everyone apart from my closest friends.
It's funny how one person can change a persons life. I've always been second best at English and Sports everything, but at being Max's girlfriend I thought for once I had come first, I had beat everyone.
I was wrong, when I look back at last year I remember it like yesterday, me and Max's first kiss under the arch of trees and the birds tweeting high up, it felt like paradise. But paradise never lasts forever, I've learnt this now.
I stand quietly while Amy softly cried into my shoulder, 'It'll be okay, he was an idiot anyway,' I whispered to her. I could feel my eyes stinging with tears. I never cried when Max broke up with me.
Ray had told Amy that he didn't want to date her anymore, my heart was pounding. Amy and Rays relationship is what kept me going hearing that someone close to me was having so a happy life made me realise there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
That tunnel has shut down now, just like my heart. If I can get through high school I can get through life then maybe I'll find someone for me. I hope the same for Amy as she picked me up every time I fell the same I did for her. She deserved so much more than Ray. She did.

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