From the streets

Chapter 26

Mya pov
"Mya spit some bars nuh " I rolled my eyes . Dennis just doesn't get it . He keep harassing me.

"I can't spit bars boo I keep tellin you " I answered back. "you just did"
Really boy?

"Whatever"
"Come nuh spit some more"

"I got vocals not bars , so stop harassing me" I whined.

"Fool" becca muttered under her breath.

"Where's August ?!" I whined I miss him. I haven't seen him all week . Was telling him I love him too much ? Bruh imma feel horrible now . Maybe it's whatever that been weighing him down.

I don't know . He won't tell me . I respect his privacy but at the same time I'm his girl. Tell me . Let me know what's going on.
You know what's going on my life why can't you tell me yours. Am I asking for too much ? Noo right ?

The table went quiet. "Nobody hasn't seen or heard from him "

"Nah , he just busy" I hear Marcus say.
"So busy he can't answer his phone?" Rebecca put in for me. It's true I've been calling him for so long.
It always goes straight to voicemail.

I sighed . I miss him badly.
The bell rung and everyone got up and got ready to go class.

I went by my locker with becca to grab my books and head to class.

"Hey Mya " I know I recognize this voice from somewhere.
"It's Brian "
"Ooh yea yea wassup"
"Good to see ya boyfriend ain't clinging to you " I could only imagine his face.

"why don't you just relax , what you want ?"
"Nothing . Just wanted to walk you class since I have a free period" I nodded.

"Okay but I got my best friend here to walk me " referring to Rebecca .
I could imagine her muggin him.

"Yea padnuh"
"That's alright all three of us could walk there together. What you got ?" I don't want to turn him down because that's mean. Tryna be nice. He hasn't  really given me a reason not to like him.

"Uh Biology "
The whole walk there was alright. He was talking but I was barely paying him attention seeing as my mind was on August.

"Well here we are " he said . Ion even realize. "Well alright thanks"
"See ya "
Babe where are you ?!

A few days later
We sitting at the lunch table. I miss my hubby a lot . Everybody notices it I think. Well I believe. I mean it's pretty obvious.
I rested my head on my hands that were on the table.
Everybody was talking about a bunch of stuff but I really wasn't into it.

The table then simmered down.
"Hey bro" I felt my heart accelerate. Was it him?
Why was I nervous all of a sudden. I didn't wanna lift my head up off the table because I didn't want to lift it up and it wouldn't be him.

"Hey man" my head shot up. He's here.
For some reason i get a lil angry.
He doesn't even sit next to me.
I gotta admit that hurt.

"So wassup guys" he continued.
Everybody around the table started talking again.
"And you Mya ?"
"Fine" I mumbled . Just then the bell rung. I packed up real quick. I was ready to sprint outta here.
I still couldn't believe he barely acknowledged me . Let alone he didn't even tell me why he can't answer his phone or why he went missin on me.
I reached my locker my damn self .

"Hey Mya" I hear him say as I was taking out my books.
"Hey" I mumbled not really acknowledging him.

"Wassup " I froze and shut the my locker.
"Wassup?" I frowned. "I should be asking you that since you're the one not answering my calls and not coming to school "
"I've been busy" he said nonchalantly. I sighed.
"Doin what ?"

"It's nothing of importance"
Bruh.

"August it's got to be somewhat important if you can't even spend time with me let alone come school" I frowned . What the hell was wrong with this boy ?

"Ion wanna talk about it "
"Why ? Am I not trust worthy? I mean I've told you what was wrong with me , my problems why can't you do the same"

"You a open book Mya anybody would've found out anyway"

My eyes were gonna betray me.
"Why can't you just tell me ?!" I yelled in frustration.

"Ion wanna talk about it Mya!! Wtf " I jumped back in fright. My back hit against the lockers. I've never heard August curse before. He always respected that I don't tolerate bad words.
I was beyond hurt. He yelled at me.

I think he was in shock as I was . "Mya .. I-" his voice soften.

I began walkin away real quick. I just wanted to go class. Better yet home. Don't know where I was going but I kept going.
"Mya hold up " he kept repeating but I didn't stop.
"Mya !!" He grabbed a hold of my upper arm.

" let go of me!!" I started pushing him away. They tears began falling. I didn't wanna cry fully in his face. 

"I'm sorry"  he tried pulling me close for a hug but I kept pushing him. Too bad he was stronger than me .
"Let go of me!"

He shoved his head in the crook of my neck. "Nah not until I know you forgive me" I wasn't going to . At least not now. But I know he was stubborn.
"Hmm"

"You forgive me?" I was clearly irritated and hurt.
Annoyed.
He's such a hypocrite.

"Yea " I said impassively.
"Ma.. -"
" I said I forgive you now let me go " I tried pushing him.

"It don't seem like it's sincere.."

"Well I'm sorry you can't take back what you said and yes I'm an open book to you . Only you. I've never told anybody my story besides Rebecca. People could see I'm hurt sometimes but they'll never know why . But because I trusted you because you were real that's why I told you " I pointed my finger in his chest.

"Ma..-"
"Hey Mya " Brian is a life saver . I know August ain't like him. But right now I m don't like August .

"Ey man -"
"Hey Brian " I answered back before August finished.

"How about you take me to class ?" I asked him. I knew you August was gonna get mad. But I was upset too.
I just couldn't be in his presence right now.
"Alright see you later August " Brian said .
I knew he would be pissed. But right now I was hurt and upset.