I am his, I love him-18

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We pull into the garage as I stretch when I get out, "Well i'm going to go change guys I'll meet you in a few." I smile as I go up the stairs to my room, I close the door as I kick off the heels and walk over to the dresser and take my earrings out I see the converse laying beside my bed, I slip them on my feet till I find something to wear. Just as I open the closet door Youngjae busts into my room, "Rose come quick!" I turn my head back at him his face looks panicked. "Youngjae what is it?" he breathes hard, "It's Daehyun he's on the roof I don't know what happened he just blacked out!" I feel my eyes widen as I bolt past him I speed up the stairs skipping two at a time, where I finally make it to the roof. "Daehyun! Where are you oh god!" I stamper around not even caring how it got a little cold at night, till I finally see him....He perfectly fine in fact he's standing up smiling. "You look scared." I walk up to him my eyes almost tearing, "What the hell I thought something happened to you!?" He puts his hands on my shoulders, "I needed you up here now you're supposed to smile duh haha." Oh this idiot I can't help but half smile at his bad joke. "What then?" He leans forward and kisses me on my lips, his lips are still warm even out here, "I had to tell you something that became apparent to me tonight." I raise my eyebrow, "What is that," He smiles as he steps back and takes off a necklace he was wearing and puts it around my neck, "I realized that I do love you. And it wasn't something that I could shake off. Rose I want you to be with me please, I love the way you sleep so peacefully at night, how I can talk to you, the way you make other laugh, how you cook, when you laugh. I got something, it's another ticket when we go back I want you to come with me." I don't know what to say. How can he be this? Is it ok for me to say it? I look at the necklace between my fingers it's a silver chain with a ring on it. The ring is also silver with a black background on the outside with silver birds on it. Its one of his rings he usually wore. "Are you sure I mean I will get on your nerves eventuality and..." he puts his hands on my cheeks "I don't care. I don't care if your diffrent ok. You're beautiful I love you for that. I want us please I can't wait otherwise-" I put my hands his chest. I will let this happen I want us too as I kiss him. It starts to get a little heated before a breeze makes me shiver some. He picks up the jacket beside of him, his that he let me wear when we first met. The one I stuffed in my closet. "I kind of wondered where this went. heh so converse with a dress miss?" I laugh as he puts the jacket around my shoulders. "Hey you can say nothing I now have permission to all your clothes now too so you can't make fun of me." He laughs "i'm never going to get this jacket back am I?" I smile before I peck him on his cheek, "no but you get to keep me. I love you I don't care what my resolve is. As long as I'm with you I never felt alone. I became whole different person because of you, if I went back I would betray the agency 100 times if it meant I got to be with you." He looks deep into my eyes as he smiles, "happy birthday Rose. There is one more thing waiting for you inside you want to see it?" I nod as he takes me hand as we go back inside and down to the kitchen only this time I don't let go of his hand as we see the others. I see Himchan and Yongguk with a cake on the counter. I've never had one since I was 7, they were all standing there smiling even Alice as she was to still her dress. Daehyun takes my coat off and lays it across the back of a chair at the table."So are you going to make a wish before Daehyun sets something on fire with the candles?" I look at Youngjae smiling, I cover my mouth as I laugh with my hands, "guys you don't have to do anything really i'm fine." Alice hugs me on my side "we know but Rose you never had a cake before right?" I smile at her "yeah when I was 7." Daehyun could not believe that. I pull my hair back behind my ear as I look at the candles. "Well make a wish" Yongguk says as he points to them, I can't believe any of this as I look at all of them. "How this sounds weird but you guys are like my family. I really don't know what better to wish for." I feel so happy here with everyone I don't want to leave it even makes me think that maybe there is something better than my old life. Then Daehyun interrupts "well I know one thing. Try not to die?" I give him a half annoyed look as I blow out the candles as we all cut the cake. As soon as Daehyun gets his cake I slap some on his face, as everyone laughs. "Why is it I am always the one that ends up with cake on their face?" I bust out laughing at his statement as he eats it off his face. "You deserved that one." I point and laugh. We all sit around the TV and eat our cake, Daehyun takes his spot beside me after he cleans his face at the sink after he got some more cake of course. I see Alice sitting with Yongguk as I smile at her teasingly. She sticks her tongue out at me as she eyes my necklace and slides over to look at it. "Alice please stop looking at my chest it is getting weird." she slaps my hair as the rest let out a small laugh, "very funny Rose I was looking at your necklace I like it where did you get it?" I have this feeling she already knows the answer. "Its Daehyun's he gave it to me." she grabs me and hugs me around the neck. "Alice breath ackk!" She lets go rather quickly, "oh sorry about that." I rub my neck a little bit out of habit, "Your hugs are very constricting you know." Zelo laughs, "They can't be that bad-" I point to Zelo for her to go and hug him, as she does his eyes get wide as if I was right as she hugs him tight, "Ok I was wrong." We scroll through the channels to find something to watch but Youngjae speaks up, "So did you ask her?" I look over at Daehyun and back at Youngjae, as I think about what it could have been when Daehyun shakes his head yes at him. Oh that "Yeah I said yes Youngjae" I finally find a couple of channels, as Youngjae finishes "See I told you she probably would" I pass a news channel that has nothing but bad news on it. Alice suddenly gets up and jerks me off the couch by both of my hands "Oh yeah I almost forgot I told you this morning I would, Ok who's up for some drinks?" Mostly every one was actually Himchan actually begs for some, "Ok Rose then-" I pull away first, "Well let me change first ok I don't want to ruin my dress." She pouts at me, "Be fast." I nod and run down to my room and shut the door I finish taking my makeup off as I grab a pair of light blue jean shorts and a black tank top with white stripes on it and a over sized red and black flannel tee I put over it I can only assume it's Daehyun's shirt, oh well. I put my shoes back on as I slide my phone in my pocket, and return back to the others. Alice already has shots out and other drinks as she runs over to me, "I like, now come one." She leads me I look unamused, the guys however are already drinking their drinks, "Ok here is 5 now you-" I look at the glasses as I turn each one up with a quick swallow and put them back down, I finish all five in under a minute, even Youngjae gave me a weird look, "Hmm I don't know if i'm supposed to feel something or not? Now what?" Alice hands me a cocktail that's strawberry flavored, "Rose how are you fine?" I shrug, "I'm used to it." Alice takes my phone out of my back pocket and connects it to the speakers, "We need music woman, so I don't care if you boys don't like the music." I gosh this is not good, then I hear the tune, but the guys don't recognize it, "Oh no Alice no-" She nods yes, "Panic at the disco." Of course I write sins not tragedies, "What is this?" We look over at Daehyun, "You never heard em?" they all look at us me and Alice actually sing along to each other with the dance we do, she plays another one as she sets my phone on shuffle. We are all having fun dancing together and not caring, there were many of the songs the guys did know, when one of my favorites came on by The last goodnight Stay beautiful I actually started lip syncing it to Daehyun as we danced. Alice Yongguk and HImchan all danced together they were so serious it's good to see them like this. All of a sudden the song switches to something I recognized the bad news is Alice knew it obviously but Daehyun knew it to he grabbed my arm before I could run and change it. The song was let love in by the Goo Goo dolls, he spins me around to face him and smirks "say nothing about how its a chick song." He laughs but this time its him lip syncing to me. We all dance to it even Zelo and Jongup are acting stupid they hover to me and Daehyun then back to Yongguk and Alice. I can't help but do my best to hide my smile. Finally the song ended as Alice picks up my phone and puts it on pause "ok so I had an idea." I'm not sure it will be good. "This is not a proper party without a classic game so everyone coffee table now." We all sit on the floor around the circular coffee table I sit beside Alice and Zelo. I watch as Alice pulls a bottle out, "Oh come on thats so childish besides we are the only girls here." She laughs "thats what makes it fun." Himchan shifts "well I could call one up maybe somewhere." i scrunch my nose but then I think what could happen, "Nahh its fine but do I have to really?" Alice looks so serious, "yes haha now I will go first." she takes her spin and it lands on Himchan I can't help but laugh "ok here is the options then cheeks or lips nothing else." Alice jabs me in the side "ok ok maybe we should get another girl up here." Himchan lans over and kisses her on the cheek and as soon as he does she blushed and hid behind me. Himchan spins as it lands on Zelo. I fall over laughing "Now Zelo come here and let me love you!." i watch as Zelo cringes and scoots away from him. "Rose kill him!" I laugh at Zelo. "It will be over soon. After words Zelo finally got a turn only is landed on me. "Well this is awkward ok friendly I guess." I stick my cheek out at him as he pecks me on the cheek. "I guess it means it's my turn I take another sip of my drink before spinning and clicking one of my eyes. It finally stops spinning as it lands on Daehyun, oh thank god. I scoot around the table to him. "Hurry up I'm getting old here." I turn my head to Alice, "you know what alice s-" He suddenly pulls me into a kiss however it's not like a one second one, it made me feel warm inside as my chest burned. "Ok ok I said kiss not make out." I let go of his shoulder knowing my cheeks were slightly red from Alice's comment. As I scoot back to my spot as Daehyun spins next. Unfortunately it lands on Alice. "Why did you get both girls that's not fair." Zelo complains, but its really awkward I mean my boyfriend and my best friend. He reluctantly kisses her on the cheek however as Alice spins again. And it finally lands on Yongguk. Finally at least. "Ok ut has to be the lips now." She looks over at me, "where did that rule come from exactly?" as Alice looks over at me funny "well youve not kissed on the lips at all since you started this game." The both look at each other awkward "today before we all die and me and Himchan actually get drunk." I push her into him with my foot on her back as they land on each other they were equally shocked though.

Finally after a few more interesting rounds some bro kisses we end the game. "So am I the only tired one?" I look over at Alice as she stretches as well. "So you want Daes room again or you want to share with someone." I wiggle my eyebrows at Yongguk and Alice as they turn away from each other. "I'll see if I can't find you something to sleep in then." Yongguk comes with me to look but her goes into his room as we pass by his room as he throws me a shirt "here she can use this. It will be long on her." I sling it over my arm. I call Alice down to the bedrooms as we walk into mine. "Thanks whos is it?" I smile, "you know hehe you should go see him tonight." she laughs and goes onto my bathroom as I hear the shower turn on I slip off my shoes and sit on the bed waiting till she comes out. Finally the door opens as she steps out in a shirt that looks more like a dress on her the end comes just above her knees. "Rose stop gezz him liking me that's gold." She is so pretty yet no confidence, "he might. Besides there might be a storm tonight." She leans on the dresser "yeah and what about you? You and Dae were getting somewhere back there." I laugh some "I'm sorry about his turn though I saw that made him uncomfortable." I stop and think, no I don't like the idea of him kissing someone else is that bad of me? "Oh umm its ok I mean you're my best friend" she nods "yeah that ring is pretty though I would be so happy if-" She stops talking once Daehyun walks in he looks different to me i'm not sure what. "I'm gonna go and leave you two see you in the morning Rose" she slips out the door before I can say anything. I stand up and hug Daehyun as he walks over to me. He whispers something in my ear, "do you want to finish what we were doing earlier?" he looks back at me as he bites his lip. I kiss him again as my chest burns again only this time its different. It's not exactly calm, now my stomach was doing a lot of weird things I pulled him closer as he kissed me on my neck. I was avoiding letting it go this far but then I couldn't help it anymore, I was in some kind of trance I think but I liked it. The sheets were cool on my skin but I felt his warm breath on my face hovering over me. We were really close till we finally fell asleep.

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