This is a story about two guys who are trying to navigate their way through a relationship on top of a horrible past, a trying present and an uncertain future!! Will they survive the trials or will they be ruled out!!
Is it me? Or Is it harder coming out as gay then being in the closet. Its like your treated weird when you DL because niggas know you gay and then when you come out your treated even worse because you had the balls to out yourself. I'm not saying I hate being gay or out but I hate the fact that my life became a game of dip, dodge and hide.
The time seemed to be passing by and I was late going to meet my best friend at work she hated her job and honestly I would too working with ignorant coworkers especially ones who weren't from america and talked about you behind your back like you weren't shit, dont act like y'all dont know what I'm talking about!. "I need to get up and get ready " I thought to myself as I stared at my ceiling watching the fan turn and turn and tur-... No! I yell aloud I was falling back to sleep. I lift up and wipe my eyes that were full of crust, eww I hated that nasty shit. As I'm walking to my bathroom to turn my shower on my phone starts ringing and from the song that started playing I knew who it was. ( song up top )
" Hello" I answered.
" Wassup, with you shawty" he replied.
" Nothing much, going to see my best friend at work, I thought you were gonna come see me what happened". I said.
" Chill, I was gonna come but my mom was tripping" he said.
" Was it your mom? Or was it some new bitch you fucking?!" I said and waited to hear his response.
Immediately I heard how mad he got and he hung up. I looked at my phone and laughed he always on some sensitive shit like nigga grow the fuck up damn. Y'all probably wondering who the hell I am and who the fuck I was just talking to. My name is Jayni not jay-knee it's Jay- nine the second "n" is silent. I'm 19, Dominican, Nigerian and black. Y'all know I'm gay and im a verse 😎👅 #Teamverse. The fuckboy I was talking to was my off again on again nigga not boyfriend just fuck buddy. When he horny he call me and when I'm horny I call him. We live in the same Projects. His name is Tristan (trey) and he's 6'0, he's Trinidadian, he got a baby and I love it because he's such a good dad even though he a fuckboy an yes y'all he's DL and this why we off and on again I want him to come out but he's like nah i like what we have which means he wants relationship type thing with no relationship and thats not what I want at all!!
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I wasn't gonna let him fuck up my day today I just wasn't!. He always knew how to change my day whether it be for the good or the bad, and today seems like it was gonna be for the bad. I made my way to my bathroom showered, dressed and went to my car still alittle upset at the way me and Trey as I called him ended or convo I turned on K michelle " Kiss my ass" to get that fuckboy outta my mind.
I'm screaming this song at the top of my lungs at a red light I probably look crazy as hell, but I didn't give a damn until I seen this sexy Lightskin boy he's cute as fuck and he notice me looking at him too. He knodded his head as to say wassup but i ignored him and played it off like I didn't want to look back over there, but I wasn't because he was in the passenger seat and that ain't cute!. Now I'm not picky but wtf can you do for me besides good dick if you cant even drive YOUR OWN CAR!!. All the while im getting so mad cause this light is taking forever and my head wants to look at the nigga something bout him got a bitch real dry in the mouth, is anyone else thirsty?. I couldn't take it anymore I had to look but as soon as I did i was met by him looking at me, the light changing and him winking and driving off. I was shocked he was so cocky but it was cute, but I thought to myself maybe he is straight and making a joke on the neighborhood gay boy. He did look like I'd seen him somewhere maybe at a party or something, I don't know and I quickly got unthirsty but still interested to see him again..... maybe. I pull up to my best friends job and go in and instantly see she's pissed at me I mean I did take longer than expected. I walk to her and immediately start to apologize " Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry 1,000 times sorry" I plead. "Yeah bitch you sorry 1 hour late you better be glad he asked me to work 15 mins overtime" she stated still obviously upset from my tardiness. "Ash I'm always late you know this lol but I love you and you love me and it worked out.. Right!" I said. Y'all if looks could kill I'd be dead the look she gave me would kill 3 horse 2 times over. I stared her down and we began our staring war whoever lost had to buy dinner or lunch and I was determine to win!. She was putting up a fight but heard the door bell chime and lost be default so I won. From the looks of things she didn't mind she had her flirt face on and she only did that when some cute customer came in. I wanted to see who today's victim would be but didn't want it to be so obvious so I waited to he got closer to he counter. To my surprise it was him the Red light boy.
