Pomes :/

Blood trickling down your arm ,the cause and affects of self harm ,the burns lining up perfect, deep in your skin ,waiting for the affects to began ,loving the feeling of blood pouring down to the ground . its of pure bliss the pain is perfect ,you know you deserve it ,so you take the razor blade out of your phone. because your tired of feeling alone, now with your best friend at your side, your ready so hold it steady. cause if you slip the blood won't just drip, it will poor . but maybe that's what your looking for. the deep feeling in your stomach knowing you might loose control but you love it , not knowing if you'll go to far . You're holding it still and then you start , you push it down and dig it in. you wait for the blood to begin. Knowing what would happen if you broke the vein, wondering are they right? I'm i going insane. In your mind you don't understand . you think you're alone like you're the only one going through it .but you're not alone ,over 50 million children teenagers and adults self harm. but you push it in further because you want to pain

To end . but what you don't understand, pain isn't life it won't end pain and strife. everybody that you thought didn't love you that does ,go through the pain of losing you. but you don't care do you?. because you're too young to understand. as you push down further you hit something ,your vein. you think it's not important, that it will heal. but deep down you can feel it wont. you don't bandage it, you think the blood will stop ,it always does right ?but at the same time you're thinking what if it dont ,and then realize it won't !!. so what do I do?. do i go to the doctors and get it stitched, because if I do it might be fixed, but my heart won't be. it will be spread around ,people say that its a search for attention. if you wanted die you would have left it, so you make the choice , you lay in your bed you prepare to end i this. you know its the only choice you have. you feel demented , because you love to feel the blood running down your arms. you feel funny , but this is what was meant to be. your kind of dizzy , but it just feels like you smoked too much weed .you close your eyes and your spining ,so you open them back up coming to reality of what you've just done. just a scary thought, thinking it's okay

One more teenager died today because they thought it wasn't right put up a fight