I was broke when I meet you
Crawling my way to start anew,
Trying to heal the uncutted wounds,
Trying to fix an unfixable lawns.
With a pop in my facebook, there I meet you,
I don't know what's in me, but I replied "hello",
You got me interested in you
So I scan your photos, to know who's who.
i frowned and sigh in disbelief,
You know me, yet I don't know you
You run away like a thief
Stealing my curiosity away with you.
It then started my habit to chat with you
A night will never be completed without a single "hello",
A goodnight will never end without a goodnigh photo,
And a chat will never off without " 'til tomorrow. "
My friends always warned me not to get too attached in you,
Boys will always be boys, they say
Cliffhanger and mr. goody two shoes
In the end of our conversation I refuse to accept what they say,
Cause that moment i believe you were different from what they know.
Days, weeks, and a month had passed,
My interest in you seems to grow too fast
I don't know if it's infatuation or love,
But I am sure it's somewhere between in above.
It was on October when you say "see you soon",
My mind wouldn't sink in every information,
So I got my eyeglasses and clean it on
Put it back and stare back on the phone.
it was confirmed by you,
and so my heart beats faster than it should do.
Final exams are fast approaching and so are you,
End of semester means I'm going to see you.
Is it me or something is going on,
Is there something wrong?
Did I say anything that offended you?
That were few questions, I badly wanted to ask you.
You left me hanging,
You left me disappointed,
You left me without a word,
You left me.....
Here comes November,
I thought everything will be alright
The game ended without a fight.
Then you;ve become ice, cold as ever.
I started to ignore everything,
From facebook to skype.
I lasted a month,
I scan my messages, then tears I wiped.
I thought i made it right,
I thought I didn't have,
I thought I never did,
I thought......I don't know how to love again.
Now I'm writing this poem to let you know,
The words I wanted to tell you
The feelings I've been keeping just for you,
Hey! D, I MISS YOU.........
