20 Pages of My Untold Feelings

First Page

Maybe not all the things you see and wanted you can get.

Tulad nalang nong sa akin. Oo mahal na mahal kita pero wala eh! hindi ako ang pinili mo, mahal mo parin siya at ngayon masaya na kayong dalawa habang ako eto parang sirang plaka na inuulit ulit ang nakaraan kahit na masakit dahil doon alam kong naging akin ka at sumaya ka kahit sa limitadong panahon na ibinigay sa akin para maranasan kung paano ka magmaghal.pero ang tanong minahal mo ba talaga ako, siguro hindi dahil hindi mo naman ako iiwan kung mahal mo ako diba. Ang swerte naman ng minahal mo dahil kahit ako na hindi mo minahal iibibigay ang lahat maranasan lang yun ulit. The day you left me was also the day I lost my life, my happiness, my everything. You asked me to move on like it was an easy thing to do but not even you moved on for the one you truly love. So I understand you, I'm hurting, yes! but Im not mad at you, I am mad at myself for still hoping that there will be a time you will come back into my arms. I'm still hoping and waiting for you even it lasted until forever cause I feel so useless that all I can do is wait for you hoping that you will be back. Maybe its was enough time for you to be mine again.

P.S: MAGHIHINTAY AKO SA ARAW NA PAGBALIK MO. MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA MAHAL KO...

(11/18/16)