Devil in Disguise

Prologue

Have you ever felt pain and happiness at the same time?

I know this is quite weird but

Every time that I am about to experience the feeling of pain,

The presence of happiness always comes up next,

Thus I am the type of person who enjoys

The feeling of getting hurt

Or hurting or killing someone,

For me this is happiness

It's like sadness and pain is equals to happiness,

There is no in between. I mean I may look sad or hurt

But deep inside I am enjoying it

In fact I love it.

So my name is Andrei Santos and I am a sadist,

I am suffering from a mental illness

Called sociopathy or Anti-social Social Disorder,

I have no conscience,

No guilt, and no ability to distinguish between wrong and right.

I am usually impulsive and reckless.

But there is someone who is powerful enough to make my day and mood

Brighter and she is Yoko Sayo.