This pain I feel
The mental, physical, and emotional anguish
Slowly slipping
Tightening its grip on me
Losing my sanity
To end it all and become free
Truly free
Free of pain, hate, discrimination
The list goes on
To continuely mask the mental and emotional
With the physical is no kind of life
Its an addicition
No one in life is perfect
I am no better then the man that cheats on his wife
No better then the heroin addict down the street
The pain has got to end
Its slowly driving me insane
Eating away a little at a time
There has got to be a better way
It needs to end here and now
This pain is surreal
I need to find away to end it
Even if it means ending it all