Hey.. My name is Felix I'm 17 .. My parents hate Me because I was a mistake I wasn't meant to be born they didn't use a condom. I don't know why they decided to keep me maybe just to be a punching bag for when they get mad which is.. all the time. I ..um self harm I have tried to stop and so far I am doing good every time I get the rush to do so I get a tattoo which helps. My parents? oh they don't care they don't even notice them. Enough about them.. I have a secret I'm scared to tell people and if I told my parents they would actually kill me ..well I am ..gay a-and I like this boy his name is Dakota he is gay but.. I don't know why I bully him
I hurt him everyday I call him fag, whore, cock sucker I tell him to kill his self when the one who should die is me . I have tried to kill myself but some how there is always some one there to stop me. School? ... I have friends I'm popular people think I'm happy well... I'm not I like to keep my feelings bottled up in a jar no one needs to know let's just say everything about me is fake.. My smile, laughter, happiness, etc I just want everything to stop the (PLAY SONG)abuse the sadness I can't take it no more I'm just trash that needs to be thrown away I'm the dirt everyone walks on I'm the suicidal kid that everyone needs to say far from... I am Felix Collins and I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you I'm sorry I was a mistake. I plan on making you guys happy again have a better child who you will love and cherish have the son or daughter you wanted not the fag who is a disappointment not the boy who self harms not the selfish piece of shit this is good bye or bad bye I hope you'll be happy with out a fuck up in your life I'm sorry don't try to stop me be happy ~ love felix to Johanna Collins & Adam CollinsDear Dakota ,
I'm sorry for all the things I have done to you just know it will all be over soon ..i have something to tell you I.. Like you and Im sorry I am so so sorry it hurts me to think about all the things I did to you I am the fag the whore and cock sucker your the most beautiful person I have ever seen I hope you the best for this will be the last time you see me ~love felix❤----------------------------
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Teen FictionI'm a closet gay Everyone knows I'm gay I'm popular I get bullied because of it I like the boy I bully Im in love with the boy who bullies me... Felix likes Dakota but he doesn't know how to tell him because he's afraid... afraid of what people wil...