Im Not Okay

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Chapter 1,

Its the same everyday. I remember, then I dont remember... And it hurts so much... My friends... And then there's the shadows... Its been three years, that Ive been like this. And, its causing me and everybody else pain..

I look up from the sink and into the mirror. I look at Kanaya's reflection, as she was trimming my hair back to its short length. She notices me staring and her and hugs me.

"Im Sorry That This Has To Happen To You, Terezi" she said. She looked up and smiled at me, setting the scissors down on the sink and turning me around to face her.

She smiled that motherly sweet smile at me. I returned that smile. It made her happy to see me smile.

"Ive Got To Get Back To The Kitchen, Nepeta Needs Help Making Breakfast. Stay In Your Room And Rest." she said, guiding me out of my bathroom and to my bed.

I laid down and faced the wall, Kan gave me a last hug before leaving. After hearing the door close, I got up off the bed and went back into the bathroom, looking myself in the mirror. I was thin and frail.. I looked weak.. My eyes had lost their color and I was pale.. I sighed and let my head hang.

I looked back up, but froze. My reflection.. Wasnt mine. It was a shadow, with a thousand faces of death.. And it was smiling at me! I couldnt move, and the more I stood there, the more it seemed as if it was crawling out of the mirror to get me..

I whimpered. I couldnt move, and I couldnt speak.. The hand of the shadow was reaching out to me.

"Please.." I whispered. The hand closed around my throat, and I felt a strong, painful shock spread through my body. And that was when I screamed and fell back. I look up to see the shadow crawling out of the mirror, the walls dripping with black, slimy liquid and the floors filling with.. blood.

I screamed and ran out of the bathroom, only to run into the shadow. I screamed and fells back against the wall, clutching my head, crying and screaming.

"No! Dont! Please! Kanaya, help me! Please!" I sobbed, until I felt hands grab my arms. I screamed in shock and fell on my knees, crying.

I felt arms wrap around me and a calm voice.

"2hh, iit2 okay Terezii, iim here. 22hh, calm down, iit2 gonna be okay.." he said. I shook my head and cried in his arms.

"It will never be okay.." I said quietly.

He lifted me up and carried me to my bed. He laid me down on my bed and left. Soon after, I felt another arms wrap around me. I look up to see Kanaya. I laid my head down on the pillow as Kanaya started singing. I felt my eyes grow heavy, as I drifted off to sleep.

Kanaya P.O.V.

After I had put her to bed, I went downstairs into the kitchen to help Nepeta make breakfast for everybody. I sighed and entered the kitchen, where everybody was awake and half awake. I went to the sink to wash the knife and started cutting the carrots that I would be putting in the fried rice.

"iis Terezii awake yet, Kan?" Sollux asked, taking a sip of his coffee. I sighed and shook my head.

"She Wont Be Coming Downstairs Today.." I said quietly.

"oh dear, im really worried about Purrezi.." Nepeta said behind me, taking a bite of her cat shaped cookie.

"How Did This Happen Anyway? One Day, She Was The Same, Fun And Crazy Troll. Then The Next, She Is Demented And Lost..." I put the knife down and washed my hands.

"i MISS THE OLD TEREZI, sHE WAS FUN TO BE AROUND WITH EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS REALLY CREEPY" Tavros said, close to tears.

"WELL, I HATE TO ADMIT IT, BUT YEAH, I MISS TEREZI..." Karkat said with his arms crossed across his chest.

"well, let2 ju2t hope that-" Sollux was cut off by a scream coming from upstairs. We all looked at each other, worried and scared. Sollux dropped his mug and ran out, the rest of us following.

Sollux P.O.V.

"well, let2 ju2t hope that-" before I could finish what I was going to say, a spine chilling scream came from upstairs.

We all looked at each other. Scared and worried, especially Kanaya. I dropped my mug on the floor and ran out the kitchen, and up to Terezi's room. I slam open the door to find Terezi. I ran to her bathroom and collide with her, catching her by her arms.

"Terezii what2 wrong?" I asked, worried.

She just looked up at me and screamed. It scared the shit outta me. She pushed away from me and fell against the wall, screaming and crying like a lost kid.

"No! Dont! Please! Kanaya, help me! Please!" she cried.

"fuck, Terezii!" I yelled grabbing her arms. She screamed and fell on her knees, crying hysterically.

I wrap my arms around her, hugging her tight and soothing her, my voice quavering and cracking with fear.

"2hh, iit2 okay Terezii, iim here. 22hh, calm down, iit2 gonna be okay.." I said calmly. I look down and she shook her head, just crying like a frail little dog.

"It will never be okay.." she whispered, but loud enough that I heard.

I picked her up and laid her down in her bed, putting the blanket over her small, shivering body. I turn around to see everybody staring. Kanaya walked over to Terezi and sat behind her and begin to sing. I leave Terezi's room with Karkat staring at me.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 27, 2013 ⏰

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