I find my self staring at the computer screen
Hoping for a reply but getting nothing.
The place I once considered my home
Is now just a place where I aimlessly roam.
Where I once came for comfort and fun
Is now a nightmare, and I want to run
Away from the sadness, away from the pain
Away from the proof that I am insane.
Because nothing here is real, it's all just pretend
But my brain doesn't want to comprehend
No one is really my friend, it's all just fake
I'm giving so much and I'm letting them take.
I try not to let them in
But they all have a charm, and that is my sin
I give in too easily, I love people too much
Now reality is dawning on me in a rush
So while they are out in the real world with their real friends
I'll just sit here all alone in the end.
Because that's what I get for believing in pretend.
