Confessions

Status: DC

Paranoid lang siguro ako na babae o ewan. Though half real, half joke

everytime na nag pa prank ako sa knya about ng break-ups, nasasaktan din nman ako.

Tao din ako may feelings. Every relationships is not as good as the fairytales, and

not as good as what we've always expected. Parang roller coaster lang yan, may UPs and DOWNs.

Is doubting bad or nah? But I can see in his eyes everytime nagkikita kami, how he love that girl. Every time nagkikita kami

he kept on sharing how much HE was inloved with that girl from his past.... and keep on saying

"It was way back then before"... but I doubt. I know his loyalty was still in hers, I can feel

the love, the longing and the presence of how he misses the girl. And I cannot blame myself if

I get jealous and feel guilt and that regret sometimes, I have my rights to , Im his and his mine....

but his heart was never been mine.

Months and still counting kami paren. Though his presence was there, and those stuffs that's

coming from him ay patuloy na umuulan na parang blessings, those treats, surprises at lahat lahat na

ng makakapagpa ihi sayu natatnggap ko....pero it's not what I wanted. Di nman sa choosy ako, pero all I need was his

REAL LOVE not that FORCE LOVE.

While writing this (November 16, 2016) Im crying like hell infront of my PC. Wala eh, status nmin made in china

walang kasiguradohan. Yun lamang.

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