Windsville

chapter 10

Friday 7:35 pm
Vic was starting to kiss me harder and moved toured me, pushed me back. With me now laying on his bed he moves his way on top of me. Should I go with It? I don't know if I'm ready or even what to with him. I try to sit up.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asks with a half smile half worried.

"I not ready for that yet." I look down as if I should feel bad.

"It's fine." He gets off me and then helps me up. "Honestly you let me go father then I thought you would. You want to go get food?"

"Yeah, good sounds good." I say hesitantly. We make our through the hall and back down the stairs. We end up right where the food is. I don't remember seeing them the first time.

I scan the room, but I don't see my mom or Cole, in fact I don't see Mason either. I want to go find them but at the same time I don't want to leave Victor.

"So what do you want?" Victor' s voice snaps me back to reality.

I look at all the food that has been put out. "Ummm, maybe some of that pasta." I put a little of the pasta on my plate and took a bread stick. That looks so good.

"Want to eat outside?" I nod and he shows me the way as we past the drinks I take a water and continue to fallow him out the back door.

His back yard is huge. There is a big underground pool and a hot tub. We sit at the outdoor table. I sit across from him just in case he trys something again. "It's pretty cool out here."

"Yeah my dad did a good job with it. He pick everything out for it."

"Who'd he have put it together?" I try to make small talk so he didn't try to kiss me again. Not that I didn't like it or him. I'm just not sure about it yet, I guess. Plus, I'm still eating.

"Ummmm, I forget." He finishes his food and soon after so do I. "So you want to kiss again?" He moves in and I look down. "Wait, have you never kissed anyone before tonight?" A simile starts to form on his face but he controls it.

"No, but its been awhile. It was in fourth grade with my "first" boyfriend." I take an other look at his beautiful pool and all I won't to do is go swimming.

"Do you want to go out sometime?" I look back at him. I don't know honestly, so I do want to?