"Finally home" I said to myself as I pulled up into mine & Tremayne's drive way. I got out the car, opened the house door & said "baby boy I'm home" & took off my heels. No answer. Okay maybe he's sleeping? On my way to the bathroom I heard moaning .. I really hope I'm buggin?! I opened the room door & there he was. Tremayne was on the bed fucking my BEST FRIEND .. Louraina .. I'm not sure if it's possible but I felt like I was slowly dying. It felt like my heart stopped for a second & dropped down to my stomach. Leaving me emotionless ..
"Ba-baby what are you doing here?" Tremayne said pulling out of her.
"I came home early & this is what I come home to?? My man fucking my BEST FRIEND!" I said while tears falling down. I wanted to yell & scream at him but I couldn't .. I feel so weak .. "keep having sex with that bitch & make her your girlfriend because we are over" I said walking out the room. Tremayne got up and ran over to me.
"No baby stop please I love you I swear to god shawty it was a mistake I'm sorry" He said grabbing me.
"Mayne let go now" i said pulling my arm away from him.
"No I can't let u leave me baby" he said with tears in his eyes.
The love of my life CHEATED on me with my so called "best friend" how am I supposed to get over this? I wish I can just go in that room & beat the shit outta her but it wasn't just her. It was him too. I wanna pull this bitch by her weave & beat her ass but I can't! I wanna kill someone but I can't! I need to let Mayne go & move on but I can't !
I started packing my bags & he started throwing them & kept saying sorry. Every time I heard this nigga talk it made me wanna take a shit!! I felt betrayed and used! I raised my head and saw that stupid ass bitch sitting up on the bed.. she looked so confused. "Why Tf are u still here Louraina ?" I said pissed off. "Ba-baby girl I'm sorry" she said stuttering and getting up to leave. "Tremayne how bout u show ur hoe the door" I said zipping up my shit to go .
"Damey please stop. I only want you baby girl cut all the shit. I know I should've never cheated on u I'm so sorry it's all my fault. It was a mistake."
Mayne said but I didn't even bother to look at his stupid ass.
"Baby girl look at me". He said putting his crusty ass hand under my chin to look up at him. I harshly moved his hand from my chin & stared at his hoe ass.
"What the fuck Damey. I'm sorry! I should've never fucked ur best friend or anyone period. I'm sorry!" That was just it.
"Sorry? U think just saying sorry is gonna FUCKING MAKE EVERYTHING GO TO HOW IT WAS ? I LOVED U MAYNE AND U DID THIS TO ME! I FEEL LIKE SHIT! I WANNA BE WITH YOU BUT I CANT IM SO HURT RN TREMAYNE! I WANNA BE UR GIRL BUT IM AFRAID THIS SHIT HURTS LIKE HELL. SEEING MY FIRST LOVE AND THE MAN OF MY LIFE FUCKING MY BEST FRIEND WAS LIKE A BULLET TO MY FUCKING CHEST!!! I sighed & ran my fingers thru my hair frustrated. I was still holding the suit cases SOOOOOO READY TO GO & LEAVE AND NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!
"Princess u can't do this. U can't leave me, I'm ur first love right ? So why are you giving up so fast?" Mayne said.
"I'm not ur princess anymore, Louraina is. U fucked her & now wanna be dick riding me all over again? Boy bye." I said while rolling my eyes.
"Baby..." he said following me to the car.
Tears falling down his face .
"Bye Mayne. Can't do this anymore .." I said leaving him by himself while crying, I gotta do what's best for me right? I can't stick around him anymore . It's time to get a new man and live life.. Tremayne isn't what's best for me anymore. I deserve so much better. I can't take it! No more will I face it .. I'm so .. Thru ..
