The roller coaster

A new beggining?

hey guys so I'm going to be published weekly every Sunday so stay tuned .also if the first 3 chapters seem boring just bare with me because in chapter 4 it gets better .
Xoxo

A few days passed and little did I know that school started TOMORROW!! I was in shock because I didn't even have a uniform or books . Would I just show up to school in my normal clothes and an empty backpack? Wait , what if there are no uniforms . Maybe they give us the books at school.

I have this overthinking let's call it .. issue . Whenever I'm under stress or just overwhelmed I get anxiety attacks . Sometimes they are not so bad . And sometimes I end up in the hospital.
But I'm going to change . I don't want to be that girl I was before summer ! I want to fit in with the rest and I want to be noticed. Sometimes I think ... what if my brother and I switched identities for a day . How cool would that be . I laugh to myself thinking that obviously it would never happen .

I go downstairs to get some breakfast . It was seven AM so I'm pretty sure I'm the only one awake . But to my surprise I found mike !! He was awake for some reason .
Usually he's the one that sleeps in till 3 o'clock.
I go over to mike and ask " Mike since when do you wake up so early ? It's not like u " I giggled.
Mike seemed so serious so I stopped and just stared at him blankly.

I could tell something was wrong with him . I had a feeling something bad happened in Texas ( our home town ) .
------------------------------------------------------------------------.
( Mike's point of view )
I really want to tell her everything but , I know my sister . She will get worried and won't stop bugging me .
Not that she usually bothers me . I love my sister but either way , if I tell her or not she will not stop until she knows everything.

" Fine I'll tell you but you need to promise not to ask too many questions ."
Elena answered " ya sure of course "

" My girlfriend broke up with me today ".
"Who is your girlfriend?" She asked .
" ummm its Lyla "

(Elena's point of view )
No way !! That b*tch .
I hate that girl to death !! She ruined my life .
I don't know if I told you this but I had friends when I was younger.
She started making up stories about me , and my friends all left me and joined her little minion group . I tried talking them out of it but they were too drawn to the queen bee . Like a moth drawn to a flame.
I told mike " I am gonna talk to her ok?"
I was actually scared about that but anyway since I'm not there .. what's the worst that can happen??

Mike said " No . You can't ! "
" why not ?? "
" Because she will ruin my life !! My wimpy sister talking to a bully ! She will ruin all our lives "
" What did u just call me ?" I asked in this way that said correct your sentence or your dead .
As most people don't know , I have a multi personality. It's just that in school ... well I'm my old school I was just so shy and scared . I never thought of it much till now . I should've stood up for myself ! As I said I'm gonna change . I'm not going to be known as the wimpy or shitty or shy girl anymore . I'm going to have a tough personality , I'm going to be rebellious, and more . And no one can change that.

" I mean amazingly wonderful sister ... hehe " said mike .
We both laughed so loud that I think we woke our parents up . So I just made breakfast.
" Mike what do you want to eat ?? Eggs and bacon , pancakes, or just cereal . "

Mike " Is that even a question!? Of course eggs and bacon! "
So that's what I made . You would think that Mike is old enough to cook his own food but you'll be surprised. Last time he tried to cook he almost burnt down the house , and his hand .

It was just noodles and he turned the fire way too high . While he was texting from the other room he smelled the burn come out of the kitchen and rushed in . The noodles were dead . And so was the stove . He called me while I was at our cousin's house babysitting.
So I had no choice than to bring her home with us because you can never leave Mike at home without money for some takeaway.

Anyway the food was ready and we ate in Mikes room listening to the song " reminder "by The weekend.

Mom came down to let us know that we do not have a uniform and they will be giving us our books at school. Just what I though .

The rest of the day I just went out and walked around the neighborhood, went to a café and just visited L.A . The sun started to set so I made my way back home . Since I was the only one there I ordered some pizza " oh mike is gonna be so jealous hahahah " I was thinking to leave him a slice but the last time he ordered some pizza he didn't leave any for me so hell I ain't leaving him one .

After that I went to my room and watched The Vampire Diaries until I fell asleep . All these thoughts came to my head . Am I going to be noticed at school ? Am I going to have any friends ? Will I be popular or at least known ? I slept with many worries and thoughts that I didn't know the answers of .

That's for me to find out .