Brother's Teammate (Andrew Benintendi)

Chapter 22

APRIL 28TH, 2017 

I got back into Miami last night and the guys lost the two games that I wasn't there because they were all worried about me because I hadn't been answering any calls or texts. The reason why is because I just wanted to spend some time with Xander before I had to leave and not see him for awhile. 

Definitely during the all star break I'm going to go back to Boston and see him. He's going to be out for a few month with rehab and getting back to his usual self. 

Christian wasn't home when I got home last night and he left me a note saying that he stayed at Giancarlo's last night. I thought it was weird because I thought he was going got want to see me, but I guess I was wrong. 

Today we were playing the Pirates and the Sox were playing the Cubs at home and I hopefully won't be getting texts saying that Anthony and Kris have killed Andrew. 

I woke up around 9 and I needed the sleep. I had spent all my time at the hospital with Xander that I didn't really get any sleep while I was home. I was laying in my bed going through my phone when I heard the door open and close downstairs. 

"Kristen, you up?" Christian yelled throughout the house. "Yeah, in my room." I yelled back to him. Next think I know, he's in my room. "Oh nice to see you home." I said and he laughed. "It was lonely here without you last night so I decided to spend some time with G." He said coming in bed and laying down with me. 

I cuddled right up to him. "Ugh I missed this so much. I didn't sleep at all when I was home." I said kissing his chest. "Why not babe?"He said making me look up at him. "I was just trying to spend as much time as I could with Xander before I had to come home and I was worried about him." I said 

"Did you see Andrew at all?" I knew he was going to ask that. "Yeah I did. He apologized to me and I told him that I couldn't trust him and that it would take a lot for me to trust him. He was like drunk me thought that the girl was you and then the next think I knew Xander was yelling at me. He said he was so pissed that you two asked me to dinner that's why he went and got drunk." I said. 

Christian sighed and rubbed my back. "You don't deserve someone like him." He said kissing my forehead. We stayed like that just talking about stuff. "You know we really have to get up and get ready." I said looking up at him. 

"Nooooooo. I just want to stay here all day with you." He said cuddling me closer. I laughed and tried to get out of his grip. Finally I was successful and got out of the bed and looked at him. "Come on, let's go shower." That got him out of bed real quick. 

I laughed and we went into my bathroom and got into the shower and it was relaxing. We haven't really had sex in awhile and I think that's a good thing. What me and Christian have is good, but being home made me think about everything with Andrew and how I kind of missed him. 

We finished with the shower and Christian changed into his BP clothes and I changed into my clothes for work which today was any players t-shirt and a pair of jeans. Every so often Don let's me wear casual clothes. 

We got everything together and got into Christians truck and went off to the park. Once we got there and I walked into the clubhouse, all the guys came up to me and gave me big hugs and told me they missed me. 

I went out to the field to do my regular stuff and then it was time for BP. I looked at my regular phone and I was now in a group chat with Kris and Anthony. 

Rizz44: So can I kill Andrew now?

Bryant: I'm with Anthony

Me: No boys you cannot

Bryant: But why not? He deserves it for what he did to you. 

Me: He apologized to me when I went home a couple days ago. That doesn't mean I'm forgiving him or trusting him, at least he apologized. 

Rizz44: Still want to kill him. 

Me: Boys stop it lol, kill him on the field today. Love you both. 

Bryant: Love you too Kristen see you soon!!

They're crazy, but I love them like brothers obviously. I was laughed at the two boys going off in the group chat that I got weird looks from the guys but they waved it off and then it was game time. 

The boys did amazing since I was back obviously and we won 7-2. The guys went through interviews and G got a pie in the face and got dunked on by Dee. 

Christian cleaned up and we both went home. "Want to order some food?" He asked when we got home. "Chinese food." I said with a smile and he went to order it while I went up to my room and changed into a tank top and then I went into Christians room and stole a pair of sweatpants. 

I grabbed my phone and went downstairs to where Christian was changed and sitting on the couch. I sat down next to him and he took a double take at me and shook his head. 

"What did you do, go into my room and take those?" He asked. I nodded my head. "Yep! They're pretty comfy too." I said and he laughed and I cuddled up to him and took a picture for snapchat with the caption Chinese and my favorite guy

Well he was my favorite guy because I couldn't trust Andrew and I had a good thing going with Christian. We weren't official yet, or who knows if we would be at all. 

I don't know what's going to happen but I hope that either I fix things with Andrew or try new things with Christian. 

What do I do?