~Chapter 1- Hi I'm Maria~
Urm...Hi I'm Maria and..well...long story short I'm the weird girl in school everyone hates me because I'm "emo" when I'm not really emo its not like I cut myse-....nevermind, but they call me emo because I have black flippy hair, I wear eyeliner (not a lot but not a little either), and instead of listening to one direction or justin bieber I listen to things like My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Sleeping With Sirens stuff like that. I started getting made fun of in 5th grade for being "emo" but I was young I ignored it, I ignored it from 5th grade until 9th grade, when 9th grade hit that's when I started believing everything everyone said and when I say everything I mean everything. And me believing everything made me grow major depression so now the simplest things make me really sad, I only know because everytime someone gets mad at me and or starts yelling I get really depressed and usally break down and start crying (I know that sounds weird but it will make sense later in the story). Maybe this is why people say I'm a freak.My depression has gotten so bad that I started a bad habbit so sometime this week I have to make a trip to the shop to buy long sleeve sweatshirts and bracelets but for now I'll just use my brother Ian's bestfriend Anthony's sweatshirt. Do you see the difference between me and my older brother? He has friends, I don't. He'd doesn't get made fun of, I do. He doesn't cut himself.........
