Chapter1. Mothers games
I feel so free when I'm at school! Until I have to run home. It would take most people five minutes to run to my house from school but it only takes me two. But mother counts every second I'm late. School ends at 3:00 so mother wants me home by 3:00. But that is impossible and she knows it.When I arrive home sweaty, tired, and out of breath mother asks where have you been? You are one minute and twenty-three seconds late!
In my mind I want to yell it's impossible to get here at exactly 3:00! And I want to just scream in her face and tell her to try and run all the way home for school in zero seconds! But I have to behave and act like I was scared or something. But that only made her want to beat me more, I can see it in her face. Her fist are clenched, she's breathing heavy, and her breath smelled of alcohol. She was drunk. At least she won't remember this.
She holds out her hand which means the same old ritual.
I sighed, and gradually took of the belt to my old school dress and handed it to her. She turned around and walked upstairs with me following. The worst thing in the entire world was the belt because it was one per second I was late.
Afterwards I would be sent either to my room or to the basement. This time I was lucky it was my room because if I would have been sent to the basement while mother was drunk I would never get out of there.
I lied in my crappy sheet on the floor mother called a bed. I would just sit there and think about life while I wait to be called down to clear the dinner table.
About an hour later mother called me down to clean the dinner table as I expected. I walked down the stairs and cleaned off the table. Today mother and the new neighbors had meat loaf. I knew that my big brother clearance, made the meal because he is the house cook. We all have different jobs. I do any chore mother can find for me. After I cleaned off the table and put it in the outdoors trash , mother called down the rest of my siblings that she adopted. There's Clearance, Emily, parrio, Justin, Jellerio, Harmen, Karys, Jenna, and me. We would all line up to the line of giant bowls in behind the locked door that lead to a really skinny hallway type of room. Every time one of us went outside or in public we had to stick our finger down our throat until we threw up, so mother could tell if we ate anything while out. If one of us did, which we knew not to, than we would all be punished and no food for another week. The person who did it would be locked in a tiny closet in the basement that had mold, bugs everywhere, and broken glass from mothers wine bottles scattered on the floor. So we all three up as fast as we could because the last one to do it would be punished in some way. She always timed us for everything we had three minutes to throw up. The first to was karys. Than Harmen and Jellerio. Than parrio. Than Justin and Emily. Than Jenna and me. Lastly clearance, he and Justin would always take turns being last so that the younger ones like Jenna and Emily wouldn't be punished. Mother walked behind all of us and she put her hand on Clearance. Which meant for him to follow her. I don't know what mother did to him because he didn't come up until the next day. Mother loved the games she had set up down there to torture us.
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My abusive Mother
HorreurThis is a story about how a young girl was abused by her mother who had adopted her. Her mother adopts lots of children. She adopts them so she can have the pleasure of seeing them in pain. This story specifically focuses on one of the children. Hay...