The Bullied Girl (Urban) : ON HOLD

Chapter 1

"Janaey wake up now before you be late to school !" my mother called for me.

"No, I don't want to go!" I yelled back tiredly

"Girl, if you don't get your ass up!" my mom called again.

I sighed and got up, why must she make my life even more of a hell. You see i hate school. It's not even the school work, because that's easy. I'm in 12th grade and the school year started about 2 months ago and i dread going to school because I get bullied. I've been getting bullied since 7th grade. I have no friends and nobody likes me in that school. NOBODY! I keep telling my mom but she keeps telling me to face my fear and whoop them bitches asses but I'm always to scared. Even boys pick on me. They say nasty stuff about my body and touch me. All the jocks which is like the football and basketball teams. All the "cool" people you can say. Well let me tell you a little more about myself. I'm mixed, I'm black, Puerto Rican and Irish. I have long curly hair that I just leave curly and wild. I am the only sibling and my mom is like my bestfriend, shes always trying to tuff me up and make me face my challenges. She was devastated when I almost committed suicide more than once. And she actually almost beat up a girl that came to my house just to mess with me. I love my mom and if nobody got me she got me.

"Come on Janaey hurry up, you missed the bus again now I have to drive you and hurry to work!" my mom yelled upstairs to me.

"I'm coming down now" I said putting my shoes on.

I miss the bus on purpose everyday because I always get bullied on there, people are always talking about me or throwing stuff at me. It's horrible. I just don't get why people don't like me. I'm nice, I do nothing wrong. I can't find a reason why people don't like me. Oh well after this year is over and I graudate, fuck all these people they can eat me. I can't wait to leave all of them. Then I'm going to go to college and hopefully it will be a better experience and I won't get bullied anymore. I won't even allow myself to get bullied anymore.

I grabbed my poptart and water bottle off the table and met my mom in her car.

"Janaey, are you going to tell me why you don't take the bus anymore?" my mom asked

"No reason, I just like to sleep a little bit longer" I lied

"mhmmm. I can tell when your lying. Is it those girls again? Cause girl soon I'm going to have to whoop their asses and their mommas asses. They need to raise their bebe kids right or dyfs will." my mom ranted

"Its not just the girls, it's the boys too, they say nasty stuff. Oh girl when You going to let me hit and Your looking real good today and sometimes they touch my butt when I'm at my locker. " I told my mom

"Oh no girl, them perverted ass boys better stop touching my daughter. But it's okay, it's cause You look good just like your momma" she winked at me when she said that

I started laughing at my mom. She always seem to bring my spirits up.

"Okay sweetie, I have to work til 4 so I can't come get you. So you either have to walk or take the bus" My mom tells me pulling up to my school

"Okay mom, love you have a great day at work" I tell my mom giving her a kiss on the cheek

"Alright honey, remember what I told you! Beat them bitches asses, I won't be mad at you I'll be proud and tell them boys they can't get shit from you" My mom tells me while I get out the car

"Okay I got you mom" I laughed.

I walked up to the door of the school, I took a deep breath and opened the door and went in. We only had 5 minutes to get to homeroom so I walked straight there. When I got into my room I saw a little bit of people in the, because the "cool" ones are always late or walk in when the bell is about to ring. I got to sit down and this really cute boy was sitting in my seat. I never saw him before he must be new. Oh well he won't want me out of all the girls in my school. I walked up to him

"Excuse me, your in my seat." I tell him

"Sorry ma, here ya go." He says getting up sitting in the one across from me

The bell was going to rang in 2 minutes so I put my head down so when the rest of the people come in won't mess with her... Right away.

I felt a tap on my shoulder, I looked up to see the new boy smiling at me. Boy was his smile gorgeous. His perly whites were beaming man. No need to obsessed over him because soon he will become one of them. And make in fun of me too. So I looked at him with a straight face. His smile faded when he saw me give him a straight face.

"uh , Hi. I just wanted to ask your name. Mine is Terrence." he spoke

This is the first time someone asked for my name and was nice to me. I started smiling.

"Hey, my name is Janaey. Nice to meet You," I say back to him

"So hows school here? " he asked me

"Well for me, horrible. For you it might go great."

"Why is it horrible for you?" he asked

I wasn't sure if I can tell him or not. I thought about it. Why not? He'll find out anyway

"Well , I'm not the coolest and I get bul-" I was cut off by the bell ringing and Tisha and her clique walking in and behind them where the jocks. Khalil ,Jamaine and their people. Tisha looked at me and we made eye contact so she walked over to me. Oh my god can my life get any worst.

I think Terrence caught my glance and started looking at me.
Tisha and her little clique surrounded me. "What's up ugly bitch?" she asked me but I ignored her.

"I KNOW THIS UGLY BITCH HEAR ME!" Tisha said loud enough for everyone in the class to here. They all started laughing

"Tisha leave my baby alone, I'm trying to hit that later!" Charles one of the jocks said

"Ewww, I wouldn't hit this for a million dollars!" She said

"So, bitch hows life? You haven't tried to commit suicide in a while. Have You?" She asked

I looked at Terrence he looked angry and worried. I couldn't take this anymore, I put my head in my hands and tried to calm down because tears were about to spill out.

"Hello , earth to Janaey." Tisha called still standing surrounding my desk.

"Tisha leave me the fuck alone" I said the gritted teeth.

"Oh my god! It talks and curses!" Tisha said acting surprised making everyone laugh.
The bell rung I got up and headed out the door to first period which is by locker so I can put my stuff away. I was almost out the door when I got tripped and looked up to see Tisha looking down laughing at me and everyone else still inside the room laughing. Everybody stepped over me and walked out but Terrence he helped me up and got my book bag for me.

"Thanks." I say not looking at him

"Hold up ma!" he said. I stopped walking

"Who are they? And why do they do that to you?" he asked

"They're the cool people and they've been bulling me sense 7th grade." I said trying not to cry

He saw the tears and my eyes and he pulled me in for a hug. I was shocked he smelled so good and his hard chest felt like heaven. He let me go.

"Your the most beautiful person I've ever met and seen. Don't let them bring you down, they're hating on you ma they want what You got. Don't let them get to you. And I'm here for you. And let me hear you tried to harm yourself again thats your ass I got in my hands. Got it ma?" he talked sternly

I nodded my head. I never had anyone care about me accept for my mom. I was surprised.

He gave me another hug.
"iightt ma. What you got last period?"
" Cooking. Mrs.Roye" I said

"iight me too ma." I see you at the end of the day

I smiled "okay" and we both walked away to our 1st period class which we were late for.

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