I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT IM FEELING 22!
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Hey guys, when your finished reading this chapter please go listen to the song in the media box because after I listened to it it made me want to write this chapter. So much emotion lea puts in its very beautiful, if you imagine the words coming from Beth's mouth it becomes more meaningful...
Enjoy x
The YouTube box is not working so here's the music http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3vE95gII8Kw
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Im in a bar with the old gang. Portia, pippa Justin, Xaiver and stirling. Honestly I'm tiered of listening to their aploligises about not visiting me or doubting me.
My phone buzzes,
From: Harry
I do all this for you. You beth and you don't even talk to me.
I feel guilty. I turn to Justin "babe I know it's like suppose to be a night with our friends but my parents want to see me, I have to go"
He hugs me "that's fine beth"
I run outside in the pouring rain. I jump in to a taxi.
We arrive at Harry's place. I run to the door. I was so wet.
He opens the door "finally" he mouths
I walk in and sit on the couch
"everyone Is against me now"
"why Harry" I ask rubbing circles on his back
"because what I done for you, now every one is waiting for me to crack! I'm going crazy because she is in jail" he screams
" I didn't ask you to do any of this" I say
"cant you see beth, i would do anything for you beth" He cries
"I know Harry, and I'd do the same I would go to the ends of the earth just to see your smile."
"no you wouldn't!" he shouts
"Harry don't say that!" I shout back
"come on beth, if you cared for me you wouldn't have ran back to Justin after all I done"
I sigh "but he's my husband"
"that should have been me" he crys
I grab him in a tight hug "look harry, forget about today. Just fall into my hug. Every thing will figure its self out okay, I promise it will"
I feel hi smile "this moment is perfect"
"I could hold you for a million years" I whisper to him
"this is love" he whispers back "us in this moment, I can feel the love, your love for me"
"good Harry because all I ever wanted was for you to feel my love and to never be alone" I begin to cry.
He rocks me back and forward "shhh, baby girl, no need to cry"
"Ever since the moment that we met, I knew I would come back to you, no matter who stands in the way" I admit
"it's us forever, no matter what obstacles.
The words that just left Harry's mouth are the perfect words to her as you drift on to a dream.
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I sneak into Justin's apartment. Wow. It's quite amazing.
It's so fancy but at the same time not as amazing as Harry's feels.
Harry's dosnt have marble floors
Fancy kitchen
Designer cushions and throws
Chandeliers
But it feels more of a home.
Justin walks up to me planting a kiss on my cheek "so you just stayed at your parents house"
"yeah babe, is it okay if I stay here from now on?"
Justin laughs "well duh... this is your home, your my wife silly"
I laugh along
"so when do you start work for your dad?" Justin asks
"on Monday" I smile
"oh look at you a working girl" he smirks wrapping his arms around my waist
"oh look at you a university boy" I repeat back at him
"well you should look at your wardrobe, I bought you lots of new clothes" he smiles
I get really excited! "thanks babe"
He leads me towards the bedroom. "yah dah" he laughs
I look at the outfits, they all look very grown up "these are not my style of clothes Justin"
"well I think it's time to grow up maybe? You should start dressing like a mature woman" he says
I smile "oh thanks babe"
Is he serous? Hes basically taking away my identity. I don't know how long I can play along with this adult act.
