Y/N's P.O.V :
As i was scrolling on Instagram seeing the picture i posted with me and Shawn. I stared to see some disrespectful comments
Ew she looks like trash
Shamila is better
Shawn could do so much better
Way to ruin my day 👏
Why cant shawn dump her already
Cant even believe I'm still a part of the mendes army.
Bye felicia.👋
tears started to form in my eyes. I'm letting this fandom fall apart. I always ruin everything. I always mess up. I don't even know why I exist anymore.
I feel so depressed and keep asking myself "was this decision worth it? Am i making his life better or worse?"
Still crying and i cant even seem to stop I'm just hurting myself. Not moments later shawn walks through the door
"Baby I'm ho- what happened ?" He said and rushed to my side
"Nothing really just forget about me" i said to him but shawn being the gentleman he is he never left my side . although i feel embarrassed crying in front of him.
"Please tell me whats going on i can't stand seeing you like this" he said
"i always ruin everything" i cried in my hands
"what do you mean ?" He asked
" don't you get it shawn ! I always ruin everything. you , your career & your whole fandom " at this point i really cant take it anymore
"what ? Why are you saying all of this " he looks at me in the verge of tears.
" I'm always in the way. In the way of your friends and most importantly your fans" i confessed
He stops for a moment and sighed
"So you're getting a lot of hate" he said
"How'd y-you kn-know ?" I stuttered I'm already having a hard time talking
"I can tell from you and also your phone is on the ground " he slightly chuckled which made me chuckle a bit too.
"now there's the smile i love"
"Listen i don't care what they say about us or our relationship if they think you're ugly or fat i don't care cause all i care is how perfect you are in my eyes. and baby they don't know about us"
"Thanks shawn i love u so much and thanks for always making me feel like a princess " i had my head on his shoulder and he held me
"I love you too now lets go upstairs and get some rest " he said
Not even words can explain how much i love him.
A/n : H O L A ! (WE DEM BOYS AYEE) kinda got the inspiration from one direction's song 'they don't know about us' because i miss them so much 😿.
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Randomthe title says it all ppl. btw enjooy - anonymous . mssg me for requests. btw creds to the owner for the cover found it randomly on Twitter and it looked bomb lmao.
