Go out and look for me
I hide in the shadows of disappointments
You told me to follow my dreams
You told me to live in the moment
I tried and tried but they all just failed
I feel weak and alone
In hurricanes and stormy oceans I sailed
there's no one to give me a ride back home
Yes, there's a time I thought about suicide
Other times I even tried it out
Of course I did cause no one was by my side
Why, you might ask because my failure echoed too loud
I didn't know who I am anymore
Because you tried to witness me break down
You shut in front of me happiness doors
But, get ready to witness my revival
I can't move on that's what I thought
I see all this happiness going away
All these times we fought
I'm not going to forget, I used to say
I thought the solution was to act
That I'm happy and I forgot the past
That way no one would ask
I'd put this fake happiness mask
Hopefully my pain won't last
I closed my eyes wishing tomorrow would be brighter
At least to have the strength to be a fighter
I told the truth that's what I did
Said you can't control me I'm not a kid
Didn't you think the truth will unfold
Everyone will find out about the lies you've told
You just kept talking you even lied
But thank god I haven't committed suicide
Because baby then you witnessed my revival
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