Heartache

Tale of a heartbroken Queen

The pain that lies here is beyond compare.
Every feeling I feel inside is so hard to bear.

The love that I never wanted to end, had to end,
It was time I had to let go of my lover and best friend.

The hurt from it will never truly heal,
But with this I will always have to deal.

As much as I want to be in your presence and feel your warm hold,
The stress and anger was just too much, so I had to let go of my Gold.

If only our thoughts and understanding could have been more clear,
Then maybe this could have worked with no fear.

Fear of what you may ask?
The fear of more anger because of the past.

The constant struggle of feeling inadequate and unappreciated.
Those feelings will never be dated.

The feel of hurt, bitterness, and pain will always lie there.
And for the both of us, that is not fair.

Things were taken too far on both sides,
And for this our relationship had to subside.

Though we had some real bad times,
The memory I have of you will never be hard to find.

All the good times will reside in my heart,
But it is only for the best that we had to part.

To my love, maybe one day you'll understand, that it wasnt easy for me. I had to do what I had to do because I knew peace, there would never be.