THINKING OF ALL YOUR EXCUSES
BUT THEY DON'T ADD UP
NOW IT'S SO EASY TO SEE YOU DON'T DESERVE MY LOVE
YOU PUSHED ME FAAAR
YOU BROUGHT ME TO THIS
YOU HAD MY HEAAART
BUT THEN YOU BLEW IT
AND I'M SO OVER YOU
GO GET LOST
BOY WHO DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE
TRUST AND BELIEEEEEVE ME
YOU'RE GONNA NEED ME
TRUST AND BELIEEEEEVE ME
SHE'LL NEVER BEEEEEE ME
AND I'M SO OVER YOU
GO GET LOST
I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE
I sang aloud stepping out of my car. I pulled on the block to see my sister's on the porch with the last person i wanted to see ...
Cece - " HEYYYY BITCHH "
Keke - " Hi Baaae "
Me - " Hey what y'all doin today
Cece - " You got some money "
Me - " Yeah y'all finna smoke "
Keke - " Yeah " ( Laughing )
Chapo - ( Acting like i ain't there ) " Come on keke and elo "
Chapo & I stopped talkin earlier this month. No special reason he just left me on seen & I wasn't finna look like a thirsty bitch and blow his shit up. I was praying to god this boy talk to me though. Not really cause yesterday he was finna fuck my sister Keke & me being me wasn't mad at Keke. I just was ashamed like damn you'd do that to me lmao K. But idk what's really goin on with them two. When it happened she was broken up with her boyfriend but they're back together now. Ima leave this at that.
We went to Cece garage to smoke and I didn't want to so i just sat behind Keke. Chapo pulled out some weed and rolled up and so did Cece.
Keke- " You finna hit it "?
Me - " No I - Gco
Chapo - " She not smokin my shit "
Me - " Boy shut the fuck up "
They smoke Chapo blunt and get to Cece's. I'm just chillin readin a book on Wattpad.
Chapo - " Them bearpaws "
Me and Keke - " No they uggs "
Chapo " Oooh you can get yo nigga them uggs his birthday comin up
Me - " You're Funny Asf "
I stood up about to open the door cause I really was tryna avoid conversation with him. He started talking to me anyway.
Chapo - " Monique ain't even say hi to a nigga " ( continues babbling about this )
I walk out of the door and stand there waiting for my sisters. He walks up to me and Keke & Cece walk ahead into the driveway.
Chapo - " I can't even get no hi no hug nothing ( putting his arm around me )
Me - " You got yo hug right now right there "
Chapo - " Naw you on that bullshit "
He turns me around and squeezes me but i didn't hug back. I really wanted to just jump into his arms and suck his neck right there but I was angry with him so i didn't.
