In The Middle (Bullied!ReaderXBully!Prussia)

Two Different Views

The fanfic will revolve around this song
Enjoy

You approached your locker to drop off your books before lunch.This was one of the hardest parts of your life.Everyday,you sat alone.Never
would you stay in the same place during lunch.If you did...he would easily find you.Who is this "he" that we speak of?Well,the most popular guy at school and your bully,Gilbert Bielschmidt. Everyday he has a need to slash your fragile mind with insults,and cruel jokes toward you.Today,was unlike all the others.He was looking for you.Carefully thinking,you thought out where the best place to hide today would be.The roof!You haven't hid there for a very long time.You close your locker and lock it up before running up the stairs.

Running past all of the other people,you continued up.The door to the roof was close.But,you made a big mistake.You don't know why,but you looked back.And,there he was.Gilbert.His red eyes locked with yours,as he smirked.You were screwed!There were no rooms to lock yourself in.And,if you ran back,that would lead you straight to him.Tears formed in your eyes,as you panicked.Your best bet was to run to the roof,and find a place to hide,You burst out the door,and into the open air.

Once outside,you looked around.There was a ladder that led you to the highest point of the school.You climbed up,quickly.Once you were up,you noticed three large crates.They were in a blocky "U" shape.There was a small area between two of the boxes for you to fit in.You scooted into it,and leaned your back against the third crate.It was the perfect size.You felt safe,for now.You took out your coffee,earbuds,and phone.You plugged in your phone and placed the earbuds in your ear.You played a song,"Middle" by DJ Snake and BipolarSunshine.You took a sip of your coffee.It gone cold,"like time froze" as the song would describe it.You sat,with eyes closed.Gilbert was nothing close to coming up in your mind,you found the nirvana you have longed for.

The lyrics of the song flew over your head.You only understood lyrics that applied to you.This song was about love.Love would never apply to you,so neither will this song.You opened your eyes at the thought.Would someone ever love you?Were you worth it?These questions ran through your head as the song continued on.A tear formed at the corner of your eye.All of the doubt you feel when you over think always causes pain.Why can't you just be confident enough to even feel worth anything?Oh,yeah.It's because of that bitch Gilbert,who could never leave you the fuck alone!He always hurt you,but for what?WHAT DID YOU EVER DO!

THUD
You slammed your balled up fist against the wall of the crates.The sound of the hit echoed across the air.Just then,a tear ran down your cheek.You heard voices from the lower region of the roof."What was that?" One asked.
Your eyes widened.That was Alfred Jones,Gilbert's friend."I think it came from the crates." Another male's voice said in response.Mathias Kohler,another one of Gilbert's friends.If they were here,Gilbert was here too.

You tried to curl up,and disappear.You felt a sense of confusion and relief when you didn't see or hear Gilbert.You were so tired of being scared all of the time,and as of this moment,you didn't have to be.If he didn't come for you already,he probably won't at all.More tears streamed down your face as you contemplated leaving,since class was going to start soon.But then....a far too familiar voice caused all emotion to leave your mind.All... except for fear and sadness,that is...

"Well,well.What is it we have here?" Gilbert says,as he looks through the small opening between the two large crates.Your eye's snapped open,and more and more tears ran down your cheeks.This caused Gilbert to cackle.Your pain was his power."Look.I don't even need to do anything to make you cry!How weak!" He says as he reaches an arm into the opening of your little hiding spot.You whimpered as you tried to move back,but Gilbert grabbed the collar of your jacket.He swung you onto the floor,and your earbuds flew onto the pavement,at Gilbert's side.He looked at the phone and earbuds that laied before him.As you staggered to get your only source of happiness back,you fell down pathetically.Gilbert picked up the phone.He noticed the earbuds connected to the device,and looked over to you."What kind of music does the little dummkoff like to listen to,hm?" He asked,in a mocking tone.He placed an earbud into his ear and listened.
Am I just overthinking feelings I conceal?
Can we just find our missing pieces and just chill?
Are we gonna sweep this under the carpet?
Gilbert's eyes widened at the lyrics that he just heard.Why did he feel so connected to those words he just heard?It reminded him of someone...but he doesn't know who.He snapped out of the daze he felt,as he looked to you.You just sat there,looking into his red eyes.He was clearly pissed off,but you didn't know why.But Gilbert did.It was because a strange sense of realization washed over him,after hearing those lyrics,but he was frustrated because he didn't know what it was he realized.

He scoffed and took out the earbud.He dropped your phone onto the floor,and kicked it your way.As soon as it was in reach,you grabbed it and stuffed it into your bag.You then stood up,able to regain balance,and stood still,waiting to see if he was going to tease you,push you,threaten you.You want him to hurry and do it so you may leave.He only locked his eyes on you and frowned."You need a new music style.That song is shit.." He says,his words slowly becoming mumbles as he jumped off of the small area and onto the first floor of the roof,where Alfred and Mathias waited.The three of them walked into the door that led inside.You stood still,and looked at your phone.

What he said about the song you were listening to hurt you.You love all form of music,if anyone said any insult toward music,it was also an insult to you.Even if you didn't truly understand the lyrics of the song,you loved it no less than any other song. You had to shake it off and leave.Class would be starting soon....