In The Middle (Bullied!ReaderXBully!Prussia)

Have You Realized

Your POV I woke up early today.It was dead silent,like usual.My parents divorced after my grandmother died,the stress was too much for them.Since then,my dad has been living in a mansion alone,since he is rich from his job as a lawyer,and
my Mom lives with her boyfriend,now fiance.My dad pays for all of my utility bills,since he is rich enough to do so and not have it affect his own life.I just stay by myself in this large lonely house...

I got out of bed,and got ready for school.I put on my usual tights and tank top with my military styled jacket and some converse.I grabbed my bag and a piece of toast for breakfast,and head out.I know,this seems like one of those old anime,but this is my life,the start of a day in my life,that is.As I walk down the street,I look around.There are still puddles from yesterday.But,there is no rainbow.I sighed,sometimes good things never come,even to those who wait.Just like me...

Flashback

Third Person POV

You sat on the couch across from your grandmother as you poured her some tea."It's a nice day.We should garden!"You said as you smiled warmly at her.She returned a smile and nodded,"That sounds good to me!" You two carried on the conversation. CRASH!You jolted out of your seat."What was that?" Your grandmother whispered.You placed a hand on her shoulder and nodded,"It's ok,I'll go check.Stay here,please." She hesitantly nodded,knowing
there was no other choice but to let you go.You noticed her worry and smiled,"It might just be the cat!Don't worry." Her worry slightly disappeared and you left.

You slowly made your way over to the kitchen,where the sound came from.The large glass window on the door outside was broken.You grabbed a knife and looked around cautiously."(Y/N)!" You heard your grandmother calling you.You ran to the room she was in.There was a black figure in the room,about to throw a lamp on your grandmother.
He caught sight of you,and panicked."Just hand me her pearls,And no one will get hurt!" He yelled as he pointed at the necklace that sat around your grandmother's neck.You looked at him,and to the pearls.Your grandmother shook her head,signaling for you to not give away the treasure of your family,even if it meant her own death.You looked at her and sighed.The robber thought you were about to give him the pearls and slightly lowered the lamp he held.You then looked up,with tears falling down your face.You had a plan.But,if you fail,then there goes a loved one's life.

You then sucked up your doubt and looked the robber's masked face."NEVER YOU BITCH!" You yelled as you ran up to your grandmother to shield her.He was too late,instead of hitting your grandmother to take her pearls,hit you.The porcelain lamp base shattered against your head.You took all of the strength you had left to slash the man's stomach.
He then screamed in pain and left.You blacked out after that...

You woke up at a hospital."W-hat am I doing here?" You slurred.Your grandmother cried into your sleeve in joy that you survived."G-grandma?" Your parents looked up at you."Y-you do remember!" You then looked to them.

"M-Mom,Dad...where am I?" They hugged you tightly,"You remember us!You really do!" You sat there,confused.The doctor who saw this all unfold looked at your family."She may only remember some things,not all..." Your mother then lost her smile."No,she...seems fine..." She looked over to you,"Do you remember why you re here?" You shook your head.She teared up,"How long will it take for her to recover?" The doctor rubbed his forehead,"There is no set time..."He said.Your dad frowned at this,"Well,we'll see what she does know..." He looked to you."(Y/N), do you remember any one other than us?" You shook your head.Your dad started crying.Was all else lost?All memories?Erased.The doctor gave a smile to you,"It's bound to come back!Good things come to those who wait!"

I hope that I can turn back time to make it all alright

all alright for us...

End Of Flashback

Your POV
I sigh.I remember academics fine.But,something else that is very important seems to still be missing.It's more of an emotional important rather than a reality important.But,all I can do until that memory comes back is wait.
Ugh,the painful memories of Gilbert bullying me is still as clear as air.I wonder what he thinks of me now,after what Michelle told him.He will probably keep teasing me,more than usual.God I hate this...
Third Person POV
You stopped in front of the schools gate entrance.You didn't know what to do...before you,Alfred and Mathias were standing.They never hurt you before,but they were Gilbert's friends.Did Gilbert send them over here just to do
his dirty work for him?The two boys looked at each other,then to you.Alfred noticed how scared you were and gave you a sympathetic look,along with Mathias."H-hey,we're not here to hurt you." Alfred said as he reached out his arms.You flinched,but relax once he just hugged you.What was going on?Is this a part of a plan?You tried to speak
and ask all of the questions that were floating around in your mind but failed.Alfred let you go and Mathias looked at you,with a friendly smile on his face,"We only want to ask some questions,okay?" He asked,and he took your hand.You hesitantly nodded.He then led you somewhere in the back of the school.You've never seen this place before.

There was a small wooden shed.It looked abandoned."W-what is this place?" You asked the two boys.Alfred responded,"This is where Mathias,Gilbert and I hang out,it was for the garden,but they removed it and left the shed.
Now we have claimed it,since no one uses it..." You then nodded,"What did you want to ask me?And why here?" You said as you pointed at the shed."We'll tell you once we are inside." Alfred said as he opened the door,and led you inside.Mathias closed the door behind you.The room was pitch black,and yo almost started to panic.Alfred then turned on a light,and the whole room was lit up.

You looked around,there were some sofas,a radio,and even a mini fridge.Alfred sat at a sofa and patted a the spot next to him.You nodded slightly and sat there,and Mathias sat on the spot on the other side of you."Now,we want to know,what has Gilbert done to hurt you?" You opened your eyes wide and looked at Alfred,"Why?" You ask.He just looks down.You sigh,and respond,"He calls me names and hits
or throws me around..." Alfred gave Mathias a suprised look."H-he wouldn't do that?" Mathias said.You sighed.Were they playing dumb?"You know he does.Doesn't he ever tell you?" Both boys shake their heads,"No,and when we ask all he does is tell us to leave.And when he 'talks' to you,like that day on the roof,he tells us to leave." You liiked at him,"Talk to me?He litteraly threw me that day!" Alfred gasped,"I-I'm sorry!I'm a terrible hero!I didn't know!" You gave a smile,"It's fine..."

Mathias looked at you,"Why does he do this to you?" he asked.You shrugged,"I have no absolute idea.But I think it has to do with the first day of school,he asked me if I remember him.I never met him before that,and I said no.He started to cry and ran away..." Alfred looked at you,confused,"Are you shure you don't remember him?" You shook your head."Well,he knows a lot about you,but he only talks about you when it's with us or Francis,and Antonio." You were shocked,did he really talk about you that much.Did you actually know him?Or are you just trippin?Then,you thought and thought.Wait...there could be a way that you actually knew him!

You finally broke the silent confusion,"Wait!I might have known him,but not for sure." The two nodded for you to go on."Well,I was attacked by a robber and he hit me in the head.When I was at the hospital,the doctor had said that I may forget a lot of memories,and I need to wait before they all come back!My memories with Gilbert could be lost in my mind!" Alfred stood up and looked at you,"It makes sense...but we can't be too shure,until you really remember." You nodded,"But,how do I tell Gilbert?Will he believe me?" You ask.

Just then,Gilbert walks in.He looks at you and you cower away,still afraid of him,"What is she doing here?" He asked.Mathias looks at him,"Let us explain!" Gilbert didn't pay attention to him and walked up to you. "Why are you!Here?Don't you know your existance disgusts me,you forgetful bastard!" He yelled,as he slapped you.

Alfred held him back,along with Matthias. "STOP!LEAVE HER ALONE!" Alfred yelled.You ran out,there was no way to ever be able to get him to stop.Tears streamed out of your eyes and onto your cheeks.Gilbert realized what he did,and went limp.Alfred and Mathias set him down.Gilbert started crying,"Why am I always fucking shit up!" He yelled onto the air."I can't control myself,can I!Come back (Y/N!Please!" He yelled.Mathias put a hand on his shoulder."Until you can fully control yourself,we wont let you near her...okay?" Alfred nodded in agreement.Gilbert just cried."Why does this always happen,she left.There's no way to make it up now!Is there?"
There you go wishing,floating down the wishing well
It's like I'm always causing problems,causing hell
I didn't mean to put you through this I can tell..

But,we can't just sweep this under the carpet... Anotha one done son!WOO.Oh no the mood!Imean...sad stuff right.So I want to add in Elizaveta(Hungary) as your friend.BUT HOW!!!Plz Give me some ideas if you'd like.I'm thinking that you could also meet Gil's family.But,not till later tho,like WAYYY later.You still gotta deal with Michelle.DIEDIEDIEYOUHURTMYREADER_CHAN!
I mean..umm nevermind.WELL TILL NEXT TIME BROHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! <3