it's a beautiful time to be alive.
nothing but anticipation and happiness in the air, warm homes filled with family...
yep.
Christmas...
One of the times that usually reminds me how alone I truly am.
I mean I have a pretty exceptional Christmas tree, I have gifts, and I have a home...
it's just hard to appreciate the holidays all alone....
You know?
It's whatever though, just one of the phases in life as I strive to be everything I can be, it would help if my love was here though.
I'll just stare at these big boxes until 12am hits... -oh, and yes I know, I know!
I'm supposed to wait til' the morning; but, what's the point when there isn't anyone else to enjoy the joy of Christmas with?
"Tic-toc, tic-toc, tic-toc.
what's behind that big box?
Tic-toc, tic-toc, tic-toc.
I promise that you'll be shocked." this echoed from a high-pitched voice, very robotic.... so. Someone got me a toy this year huh? Real funny.
I looked at the clock, two minutes to spare... what to do, what to do?
I sat back in my coach and daydreamed of my love.
The way her brown eyes would glisten like a storm beneath the calm ocean.
The way her smile would glimmer like the sunset's sun rays...
Oh, how beautiful.
How beautiful..
How...
....
"Merry Christmas."
