You use the feelings of the girls that are infatuated with you as an advantage to keep them on your hold.
You'll do anything, or say anything to make them feel as if they're not alone.
You lie, trick, and strategize to get them right where you want them.
And it's not just one or two. It's more than one could imagine.
You tell them how beautiful they look.
About the things you two share in common.
And how you both don't belong in this world.
How "no one can compare to you"
How about,"You're the only one for me."?
Bullshit just rolls out of your mouth.
Unfortunately, you have these girls to believe in you.
How can you play with their emotions when you feel nothing for them?
Why damage their vulnerable hearts intentionally?
How do you live with that?
How can you sleep so peacefully?
I don't think you're aware of the girls who do know how to play your pathetic little game.
They're destroying you day by day. They have you on the palm of their hands.
It's a game of you now.
They're tracing your steps.
You have fallen madly in love with them.
They have been planted in your mind as if they cast a spell on you.
They are all that you want now. All that you need.
Then...
You find out that they have played you the whole time.
You've gone speechless, your throat has gone dry, and you have lost your strength.
Your head pounds and your vision begins to blur.
You lose control and yell as much as you can.
You begin to cry.
You can't think...
Your heart broke.
And now you can't seem to take your game board out and strategize your next move.
You can't seem to go back to who you used to know.
You have now lost your light.
