Don't Die on Me Yet

Letter One- December 1 2013

Dear Jason "Derulo",

No seriously, Jason David Alamone, my best friend. As I write to you its December. December 1st. The snow has just started to fall lightly outside my window. It's quite a beautiful sight. But that doesn't really matter. What I want to talk about is our friendship. Although you won't ever get to read these letters, it's still important that I write to you to ensure that everything will be okay. Even in the end. No- to make sure everything is okay no matter what.

Remember the first time we met back in kindergarten? You always use to tease me for wearing my hair in braids everyday. Sure, it had hurt my feelings but I didn't care because you were the only person who would talk to me. Half way through the year you took me under your wing, we became best buddies and you would protect me from harm. Looks like nothing has changed since then. Other things have though. Jason, you're slipping away. I'm slowly loosing you and it scares the crap out of me. You're no longer my happy, carefree Jason. What happened? It breaks my heart to see you this way. The spark that once was ignited behind your eyes is no longer there. Instead I see the constant hurt behind them no matter how hard you try to hide it. Please just let me help you before it's too late... Please I'm begging you. I don't know how much fight you have left in you. And I promise you I will be here every day, anytime you need me. I'm not giving up on you, not now, not ever. My next sentence may be morbid or horrible to think about but you are so far gone that I'm not sure I can save you. All that I ask is you don't die on me yet.

Yours forever,

Ellianah

A/N: Hello! This is my new story that I'm going to try to write. No promises on how fast I update but I think this story has potential. I've been bouncing around this story for months and I finally found the courage to post the beginning! Hope you like it! Feel free to comment, fan, or vote!(:

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