Panic Attack

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    We pulled up at the venue. It was huge. There were already cars parked everywhere. I knew that this place was going to become more packed by the.minute and surprisingly this thought wasn't ringing loudly in my ears like I had expected it to. We found a parking spot about a block away and decided to walk. I grabbed my power stick, cord, phone, and wallet out of the glove compartment and we started walking. As we walked we goofed around and laughed. "Okay Lexis I call this one the row boat." I said as I walked. I was basically just hitting the quan but it was cool. We started laughing. I smiled at my best friend excited about what this day would bring. She mimicked my actions so that we both were doing the row boat. Other girls walking by looked at us like we were crazy. We really were though. Most of the girls were wearing booty shorts crop tops and tons of makeup. Oh well I mean sure my stomach was showing but my legs and ass were well hidden.

We walked into the venue. There we're tons of people. We were taken to our seats and we sat down until it actually started so the we didn't get knocked over. Alexis and I were both on our phones taking random selfies  for insta and snapchat. After a while they finally came out and we stood up. The show was wild and amazing all at the same time. I smiled at how lucky I was. One other thing that made this so amazing was the my medicine was working and I felt fine event thought there were several thousand people here. I was on live.ly the whole time so people could see my experience. The show lasted about an hour with the twins doing random things and laughing and dancing. They were also on snapchat and insta. Once the show was over we made out way to the meet and greet section and got in line. We were smack dab in the middle of the line and I have to be honest I was starting to feel terrible. Lexi looked at me concerned and I smiled weakly.
   "You okay?" She asked me quietly.
   "Yeah, I'm fine" I said smiling to make it look more real. I stood quietly hoping for the pressure in my chest to pass quickly. It didn't. It worsened.
   "Lexi... I can't breathe" I mumbled quietly putting my hand gently on her shoulder.
   "Are you..."
   "I'm having a panic attack." I muttered trying to catch my breath. We were getting closer to the front and I honestly thought I might die. I started noticing the sounds. Girls crying. Girls screaming. Talking. Loudness. Loud. I couldn't bear it. My eyes went blacks and I reached out. I couldn't see but I could feel. I felt the ground coming up to reach me. I was sweating. I screamed. Everything went silent. Numb. Cold.Could my screams even be heard?