Cameron- I came home to make sure Emma was okay. She will always be my M&M. She is so stressed out over the whole Jacob, Carson thing. I think she has started cutting again.
Emma- I'm so stressed out latly. I've even started cutting again. I've stopped talking to carson and Jacob. I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt anyone besides myself. Uhgg why is this so hard? Like me and jacob were dating, but carson has always been there, and he makes me laugh. I look at my phone. Its from carson, he sent me a picture(above, bottom right) I can't stop laughing. Once I stop laughing I here cameron "there's my little laugh I miss so much." Then he started tickling me, and grabbed my phone and saw what carson sent me, he was laughing over the donald trump thing in the chat so hard.Cameron left to the movies. Then my phone went off again.... it was Jacob.(above top right) Jacob looks so depressed.... why is this so hard.... (trigger warning) I ran to my desk and grabbed a pencil sharpner and a screwdriver. I took out the blade. I cut, I could feel my cold blood coming out, the relief, it was so sweet, it was like candy to me...(end of trigger warning) I passed out. It stayed black for a while, but I could hear everything, cameron crying, carson pleading, and worst of all jacob bleeding for me... I have to pick one or the other, or none at all. But I don't want to loose anyone... why is this so hard. I eventually hit heaven. I don't know if I blacked out from cutting or my cancer.
Jacob: I've been cutting really bad again... I just think Emma cut herself over the whole carson and I thing. I love her. But maybe I need to leave...
Emma- I finally hit heaven. I was going to go back, but there we're NO STAIRS!!!!!
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The bully (Jacob sartorius fan fiction)
FanfictionEmma Rose is 13 and is Cameron's little sister. she has depression when she has to move to virginia. what will happen?
