Suicide letter

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by Ssaamanthaaaa

by Ssaamanthaaaa

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*this suicide not was written for vent reasons, everything wrote in this letter is from the heart. Any Names were changed for the identity protection. Enjoy lovely*

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Everyone,

If your reading this, you should know what happen. The pain I feel everyday was to much. "Stay strong, don't cut, be brave." Let me ask you something, how can I be strong when I was never strong in the first place? How can I not cut. Trust me I have tried to stop. It's not worth the time. The little bit of life left in me faded each day. Leaving traces of pain and scars. What's written above doesn't express what I felt enough. Here I go.

Each and everyday. Have you ever been told your not enough? Told by your best friend "have fun with your razor" don't worry I did too. Told I should die. I was told I was worthless, a slut, whore and much more. Imagine falling into a deep hole, never ending. No light. Picture that for a second. No one to save me as I fall deeper and deeper into this world of depression. I'm constantly moving. Each word pushing me faster. I think I know how to find the bottom. Pushing me towards hell, will surely be better than the life I live now. The little girl you called emo, worthless and told I should die decided too. Maybe if you paid more attention to me you would have been able to make this pain stop. I drowned. Don't worry about me ever again. For Amy I hope you suffer the pain I did as well. Each and everyday. But I also hope you don't have the courage to end your life stay and suffer. Let see how long you last with my kind of life.

I was here

I was gone

Short and simple

Was this planned?

- Samantha <3

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No I'm not planning on killing myself, I needed to vent. Stay lovely beautifuls <3 ily