9:05pm
I was in my room sitting down against my wall of posters and smoking a cigarette with Ali. I put my head on her shoulder.
"Lexi, stop you know I don't like being touched damn!" she whined as she shrugged me off and got up to put a cd in the boom box. I should've known better. She has bad PTSD, can't beleive I forgot. I blow the smoke at her butt and she gave me the finger. I laughed as she got up.
"Aww man Ali! You're so hott you farted smoke dude" I giggled.
"Shut up man" she said with a grin on her face and shaking her head at me while sitting back down.
The Charade by D'Angelo came on and I got up.
"I fucking love this song!" I yelled while taking out my cigarette. I pulled her by the hand off the bed and danced with her. I pulled her closer by accident and wrapped my arm around her torso. She pushed me away as I forgot again.
"Lexi!"
I gasped and covered my mouth and nose with my hands. "I'm sorry! I forgot." I said , putting my hands down.
"You seem to forget a lot tonight!" She dusted herself off. "I should go. We have to go to school tomorrow. One more absence and we're suspended." She said putting on her jacket and placing her hand on my shoulder.
I crossed my arms and looked at the ground. "Yeah."
She squeezed my shoulder and pulled me closer to kiss my cheek goodbye.
"You'll be back tomorrow? Like staying here." I asked before she walked out the door holding the door knob.
"Yeah." She hesitated for a moment. "Yeah I'll be back."
I climbed into my cold bed, turned the lights off and tried to sleep.
4:20 am
I woke up sweating with wide eyes. I was drenched and so were the sheets. I looked at the clock and it said 4:20 am. I smiled and giggled, got dressed with shorts and a flannel. Went to go grab my pack of cigarettes but the box was empty. "Shit." I whispered to myself. I grabbed my keys and walked out the house as if I lived alone, feels like that most of the time. I slipped my shoes on and locked the door.
I started walking carelessly to Lorenzo's house and knocked on his door hard, not caring or respecting the sleep of others in the house. He opened the door quickly with a puzzeled look on his face.
"What are you doing here? Do you know what time it is?" He whisper yelled at me.
"I ran out of cigarettes." I said shrugging my shoulders. He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. I knew what that meant. He was doing that thing that I could easily get anything from him. I kissed him and walked inside the house putting my hands in my pockets.
We walked upstairs into his room, opened and climed out the window and sat on the roof. He passsed me a blunt and we shared it for the rest of the night. Or dawn.
"Can I ask you something?" He asked half high.
"What?" I put my arms around my knees.
"Why did you kiss me earlier?"
I looked up at the sky with the stars disappearing and the sun slowly rising. "I don't really know. I needed someone to kiss and you were infront of me so."
He turned away. "Huh. Seems logical I guess." I cut him off before he could say anything more.
"I don't know man. When you get horny and there's a hott chick next to you that's willing to smash you're obviously gonna sma-"
"Yeah but I wasn't willing to kiss you." He cut me off too.
I was silent for a few moments.
"Im sorry man. It didn't really mean any-" He kissed me and pulled out a cigarette from his shirt pocket. He moved my hair behind my ear and placed it there. We let go and laughed.
