Ughh thanks to Mari I woke up around 3:50 in the afternoon, she's a real headache but anyways ,idk what to do today🙄I'm hella bored,I could stay otp with Mari but I don't wanna seem to annoying to her but I could also go to the beach but I can't swim💀jp I can Im just scared of seaweed 😂 but real talk , Last night me and Mari were otp till who knows I wasn't paying attention but we were otp just talking and she was telling me about things she likes , she told me how she cuts herself, that really hurt me when she said, like how could someone feel so self conscious about their look , she said people crack on her skin color , I actually like it TBH and her size , I like her size 💯it's nothing wrong with it but last night she was telling me how her girlfriend Nina doesn't even talk to her about stuff like this like she doesn't help her at all, that made me mad. Mari knows Nina is talking to other girls , and she's letting Nina play her, she's not good for her if you ask me.
Anyways I gotta call my dad and grandma off the other side of the family today or once again that's my ass😂💯but Im tryna work on not being so shy , like being so close to myself , closing people out, Mari's helping me a lot TBH 💕 but we'll see how the future looks with us.
