My Decision

How do I know if what I did was right?

When you didn't even scream or fight.

You just let me go..

Like you almost hoped I would do so.

There's a part of me that feels fine,

Another part aches for your return.

We all say it takes time,

But does it really heal the burn?

I want to believe I'm over it,

That I made the right decision.

I thought it would only sting a bit,

Yet it cut my heart with perfect persision.

I did it for our sake,

The distance, communication, and age.

Yet, I may have just made a huge mistake.

We're now forced to turn the page..

I'm so sorry if I hurt you,

Yet I received no reaction.

I have no idea if you feel pain or satisfaction.

Theres nothing left to us,

The love we thought we were in.

All because I ruined your trust,

By leaving you for what I thought I felt within.

I dont know if I still want you,

Or just the friendship we had so many months ago.

I hope you make it through,

And we can become friends again... just take it slow.