Not So Innocent

Ch.3 Too Late

I smile as i wiped down my stomach and slid on his boxers.
"Why you even with that nigga?"
I can tell he was aggravated, so imma just pretend i didnt hear him.
"Hmm? What did you say?"
I heard a spark and the smell of weed hit my nose as i sit up looking at him.
"I know, you heard what i just god damn said."
"Im with him because you not with me." He does this every time.
"Im not with you because i cant trust you." He took a long pull of his blunt as i just looked at him.
"Fuck is you staring at?"
"I aint got time for this Javon." I got up and walked out his room into the kitchen.
"I aint done talking to you!"
I heard him stomping behind me.
"Well im done with this conversation."
"Well im not. Look you see how you acting with me when you supposed to be with him, you just gon cheat on me."
I grabbed the bag of food and opened it taking my food out not responding to what he said.
"Helloo!! Don't ignore me."
He jumped at me, causing me to jump.
"Javon stop fucking playing."
I the smoke of his blunt hit the side of my face.
"Dont blow that stank ass smoke in my face."
"Dont talk to me like that, im daddy."
I rolled my eyes.
"Sure you are."
"Who you talking to like that?"
I closed my eyes for 5 seconds and reopened them.
"Nobody damn."
"Oh ight exactly what I thought."
I seen him put his blunt out.
"Heat up my food while you at it."
"No, i aint ya slave, you do it."
Im tired of him talking to me like this.
In 2.5 seconds i felt his large hands grip around my wrists pushing me against the wall.
"Javon this hurts." I said nervously.
"You betta realize who you talking to and who house you in, i aint ya lil ass punk ass boyfriend of yours."
He was exactly 8 centimeters away from my face as I looked off to the side.
One of his hands gripped my cheeks, together turning my head to look at him. "Look at me when im talking to you." I seen him looking at my lips.
"Its a shame you can't kiss me. Its just meaningless sex till you dump that bitch."
He let me go and walked away.
I waited till he was fully gone as a tear shed from the right side of my face.
I quickly wiped it away as i heated up his food. I presses 2 minutes as i just stood there watching it heat up.
Why do i put up with his bullshit? I love him I truly do, its just.....i dont know. He's just always been there. All throughout 7th and 8th grade and now 11th. I dont know, i just think its because of what happened on Janu-
Beep! Beep! Beep!
I shook my head escaping away from my thoughts as i placed his food on a plate and putting two new ice cubes in his drink. I walked up the stairs and pushed open his bedroom door. I seen him laying down with his hands on his forehead. I placed his food on the night stand. I turned to walk out but I guess he knew i was in the room.
"Lay with me." I knew he wasn't looking at me and i still made an facial expression. "Please." He added.
I couldn't resist him. I crawled up next to him as he pulled me close.
I placed my hand on his chest as his hands ran up and down my curves. We just laid there until we fell asleep.
We been like this our entire lives.
Sex. Argue. More sex. Then friends.
But this is new. This was his way of apologizing. I honestly wanted to cry but I couldn't. My tears wasn't flowing out of my face.
Maybe about an hour or two later i was awoken with us layed up against each other, his face in my hair and arms around me, my hands on his arm and my ass on him. I was awoken by my phone ringing. I grabbed my phone without reading the title.
"Hello?"
"Where the hell are you?"
"Who's this?" I said in a raspy voice.
I can tell i woke up Javon by him moving and his hands gripping on my thigh.
"Who's that?" Javon asked.
"Its me, your father. Who was that!"
I quickly sat up as i looked at the time on his cable box.
4:55pm
"Ill be there in 10 minutes."
I quickly hung up the before Javon said anything.
"That was my father, im late for a family reunion."
I said rushing up as i put my pants on over his boxers.
Javon was just say up and slipped on his white Air Forces, black jeans, and and black and white polo shirt. He sponged up his hair a bit as he slipped his phone in his pocket.
"Why are you getting dressed?"
I asked as i used his brush to slip my hair in a tight ponytail.
"I told you about 3 months ago, i wanna meet your family. What better day is there unless today?"
I turned my back and smiled so he wouldn't see me.
"Uhhh yeah just don't wear anything expensive, the kids pull."
I felt a very minty breath upon the back of my neck.
"The only thing expensive ill be wearing is you, wrapped around me."
I felt his body press up against my back making me blush, i can tell he was getting a bit excited by how he was running his hand by my thighs.
"You was always one with words."
I turned around and looked at him, "its too bad we have to go, like now."
I broke the embrace as I slipped on my boots grabbing my phone and purse. As soon as I checked myself in the mirror one last time and we walked out the door, hand and hand,