Rebel Angel (COMPLETED)

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Meandra,

If you're already reading this, you may be asking where am I but before that, I want to tell you this first.

Meandra Vios, I love you. I really do. From the first night we met, I already do. Remember your story where your parents died because of an accident? I was there. I saved you. Sorry because I wasn't able to save your parents. You're my priority. I should save you first.

Remember when you're about to commit a suicide that night? I was there. Triggering you to go on but I didn't expect that you'll still do that. So, I saved you. Hindi mo na siguro naalala kung paano at wala din akong balak magkwento.

Then the day after, I transferred into your school. I followed you, yes. Not just because I love you but also I am your protector. I want to protect you, always but guess that everything has its end and this is mine.

I want you to know that I treasure every second that I'm with you and even though I want to be with you, I can't. Kailangan ko na umalis. This is not my world. I don't belong here.

Meandra, I want you to forgive your parents. They love you. They may lack of time for you but I know, they love you. Marami man silang pagkukulang, alam kong naiintindihan mo sila. You're strong enough to forget and forgive.

You want to know where am I? I'm at heaven and believe it or not, I'm an angel. A rebel one. I escaped from here just to be with you. Because I loved you since then. And sad that I just had two months to feel the paradise with you.

Everyone won't remember me aside from you. I chose not to erase your memory with me. Selfish may it be but I don't want you to forget me. I want you to remember every memory of you with me. I'm sorry for being selfish, love. I just can't.

Please, continue living, Meandra. I know it's hard but I believed in you. Please, don't commit any suicide anymore. I'm not there to save you anymore. Just continue living and in time, we will be together again and in time, there will be no ending.

Your guardian angel,
Damian

How is this even posible? Parang panaginip. My head refuse to agree with what happened but I learn to accept it. He's gone.

It's been a year since that unexpected thing happened into my life. Since Damian came into my life and make a reality turn into a fantasy. Being with him is like a fantasy. Parang hindi totoo. I can't imagine that the Damian I love is an angel. My angel.

But it's all true. It all happened. I'm glad na hindi nya inalis ang mga alaala ko kasama sya because he was the best thing that happened into my life. I don't regret even a single thing.

Kinapa ko ang necklace na binigay nya sakin at tanda na totoo lahat ng nangyari. Maybe that's how life works. May ipapadala si God para maging lesson sa buhay because with Damian, I learned how to live a life. How to treasure life. How to be thankful sa lahat ng meron ka and of course, the importance of a family. He tought me a lot of things pero ang pinakamasakit sa tinuro nya sakin ay ang matutong tumanggap. Though masakit tanggapin na wala na sya, I'm still waiting until the right time came.

I looked at the clouds as if my eyes could reached his sight.

"Wait for me, love. We will be together soon and as you said, there will be no ending."

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