We'll stay gold forever. [Oli Sykes FF]

Chapter 4

I'M BACK WHOOOO! I really needed a break, too much shit going on. I'm sorry for letting you guys wait. I hope you had great New Years and I wish you a fucking badass 2014 C: Remember to live your dreams and do what YOU really want to. Don't let others bring you down, don't let them tell you how childish your dreams are. Just give it your best and solve it for yourself. It's your life after all.

Song for this chapter is the piano version of Heart in Hand - Ghosts and it's dedicated to the sweet MsGreenRadke who's always supporting me so thank you for that <3 Same goes for all of you, seriously. You make me feel like there's a point to all of this. Without you I wouldn't keep writing, I wouldn't have any reason to. It means a lot to me so thank you so much guys, you have no idea how much I appreciate every single read, vote or comment.

Now please enjoy reading the chapter^^

"I'm not scared!" It's all that I know.
Done nothing but travel without knowing where to go.
I've been digging up bones.
Remnants of what made up me that I've never shown.

This is my time to rise.

Dark horse. I'll fight my way to the top.
You will never be the thorn in my side.
Dark horse. Dreams are my driving force.
Open your eyes. Go live your own life.

Lilith's POV:

Oliver basically just showed me around the house and we finally decided to stay at the terrace in order to enjoy the nice weather. We've been talking about random things but I wanted to get to another topic which he was clearly uncomfortable with apparently. 

"Oli, I'm really thankful for everything but I think I shouldn't stay. I mean, you're risking your relationship with Hannah just for me? Let's be honest, that's stupid", I sighed.

He kept quiet, not even looking at me. He just stared at a random nothing in space it seemed.

"Look, you should just give her a call and tell her I left. I don't want to be the reason you two broke up in the end."

He finally turned his head to me and raised an eyebrow at me. "You won't, calm down", he sighed running a hand through his hair. "If we actually break up it would be my fault after all", he added.

"I can tell something's up, Oli.."

"Actually, Hannah and I – ", Oliver wanted to reply when the doorbell rang. He got up from his chair and smiled at me. "Wait here, I'll be right back. And don't worry about Hannah, she'll snap out of it", he simply said and went inside.

A shaky sigh escaped my lips as I looked at the sky admiring it's beautiful blue colour. Soon enough though my eyes wandered down to my legs which rested on the wheelchair and I bit my lower lip. I remembered what my mother said and couldn't help but worry about how the fuck I was going to come up for the hospital money.

"Lilith! Would you come inside?" I heard Oli call from inside.

I managed to turn around and went inside again. "What is it?", I asked driving to the living room. Once I noticed four familiar guys next to Oliver my jaw dropped. "You've gotta be kidding me," I chuckled, having to grin like an idiot.

"Nope, I'm not actually. This here is Lilith, lads. And this are Vegan, Jordan, Lee and Matt," Oli introduced them to me yet I already knew who they were obviously. Not that I was the biggest fan of all time since I knew Bring Me The Horizon since only a week maybe, but I still can't get over the fact that I'm actually that lucky to meet these guys.