The Girls Next Door

Chapter 58: My Fault, My Consequences

Chapter 58: My Fault, My Consequences

She's right. It's all my fault.

I spent all my time blaming Harper and getting mad... that I lost sight of Robin herself...

I didn't see that I was causing her all this pain... I was too selfish with winning her back that I didn't see I was slowly killing her...

Why am I so dumb?!

Wait.

Where did Robin go?

Shit.

I immediately opened my eyes and looked around. No Harper or Robin.

I ran into Robin's house. No one was home. Not even her parents who was there. Oh... crap.

I went up the stairs leading to Robin's room and sat down on her bed.

I remember this bed... Robin didn't want to sleep here alone... So she snuggled next to my sleeping bag...

I looked at her desk.

I can't remember how many times I've walked into her room seeing her legs kicked up against the wall, with headphones on.

Gosh, I miss her.

I fell to the floor and rested my back against the foot of her bed. I buried my head into my knees.

I love her. I love her so damn much that I didn't realize I was the one hurting her. It's all my fault.

I cried. And cried and cried.

I looked up from my knees. I wish I wasn't alive. I don't deserve to live.

I stood up and ran downstairs. I walked into the kitchen, looking around.

I found what I was looking for.

I picked up the knife and pointed it towards my heart.

Goodbye.